I'm aware about the tolerance but I was actutllay gonna do that "I REALLY wanna nod out" thing. Grrrr. I guess it's along the same lines of people going from snorting to shooting heroin. They need it to hit harder and faster for satisfaction.
Yea, that's why the whole "trying it out" logic fails (or at least I assume so). Once your expectations are moved up a notch, it's hard to take a step backwards.
Thats precisely the case I've found to be with opiates, I mean so ridiculous its almost to milligram. Like if I do 80mg of oxy one day, 79mg wont make me happy after that. (actually it goes more by like 10mg scale, but just demonstrating how much it sucks.)