Death comes soon enough, and who knows what happens or where you'll end up.. it could be better, it could be worse, it could be the end, but death is only a quick transition, transformation, too much contemplation gives the need for distraction, a life without downs is a life without an up, repetition is the killer..... spontaneous ramble... ramble.. whatever, emotions need perspective.. ramble, ramble, ramble is my excuse for my own inaccuracies
um... well, doesn't seem to be many people who want to kill themselves right now... It's a pleasant thought, but not one I am in the mood for tonight, seem to have got over that one for the moment. Even when I feel like it I don't really. I have a freind who has tried to kill herself on many occasions apparently... but her idea of suicide is collecting lots of pills togther and piling them up into an impressive pile on the floor, drinking lots of alcohol and contemplating taking them for hours, in which time she usually manages to alert most of the human race to this fact... well, enough said.. personally if I really wanted to kill myself I would be successful first time, I am a good planner and simple things are easily achieved, there's no point being half-hearted!
I want to do it but I wont. Just cuz of my family and the hope that things will get better and life's BS will go away
Things ain't that bad are they? You always have options, some people in the world are in really shit situations, scary violent lives... suicide is more often a state of mind/disposition, if you really feel that down maybe it's something you could get some medical help with... although I am skeptical about a lot of that.. anti depressants are the very last things people should turn to... We should all plan a trip to the Amazon and partake in Ayahuasca ceremonies, or we could plan our own little ceremony, would serve us all far more good
you know, theres nothing too terrible about my life but everything makes me depressed. and i dont know why... im really tired of all of life's bullshit. but i think thats only 10 percent of why i want to do it. A couple of months ago I didnt feel like this.. but for months I've been feeling overly depressed and suicidal. w/e
hmmm... Well, Shelly, you need to find out why then, can be so many things that are the under lying problem... try and think whats changed recently maybe?
no, it wouldn't... if your feeling depressed then I wouldn't use LSD, and maybe mushrooms can even be a bit hit and miss ... But if you go about Ayahuasca properly and seek the people who know what there doing, proper shamens then I really think it can only help in all aspects of your life.
