...Suicide?

eh when i was like 13 i got really depressed for a while and i was suicidal...never attempted it, but i did have a plan that i KNOW would have worked if i did try it

i think if you really want to kill yourself most of the time you will.
not saying that all people who attempt suicide and fail don't want to die because i know that's not true.

but suicidal doesn't equal retarded, i mean yeah you are messed up if you want to kill yourself, but if you really wanna die you should be able to figure out a way to do it esp. after the first couple tries..

 

if your suicidal, your brain plays a huge part in the reason why. your brain thinks about it, and tells yourself why it needs to be done. the brain of someone is a very hard thing to fix. let alone hard to find out what is causing the reason to end ones life. you have to be strong enough to kill yourself, like the monk on fire and be so un-selfish and determined for change.

i believe when people kill themselves when its about them, they believe the world will be less hard to understand and better as a whole without them. like bullies will not be able to pick on the suicidal person. a family will be able to afford more when the person is gone. there are so many reasons why someone believes they are suicidal.

if you have the need to say you want to kill yourself and never do, help might not work. people just live like that and its all about what kind of day they went through. they arent going to complain if they had a good day. if there was away to have a good day everyday, they possibly wont be suicidal.

 

it is so fucking ironic that you gave those two examples in the same post.

in health class a few years ago there were stories about people that did that, and failed. the guy who tried to shoot himself ended up missing and all he did was shoot his face off. it was extremely terrifying what he looked like after. the girl who laid down on the train tracks just ending up getting her legs cut off. some weird physics force kept her from being sucked under, i guess.

but yeah, they really wanted to die, and they didn't. and now their lives are 29834739 times worse.

2 of my family members jumped. both succeeded. i know there's a chance that you won't, but i think that's a pretty solid way to go. it also takes balls to do that. but if i had to do it, i think i'd do the car in the garage. that really tests if you want to die, and you're able to back out up until the very last minute.

 

HOLY FUCK i cannot believe you put this on here. i was in study hall bored as fuck yesterday and i was looking through my history book and this picture was in there. damn man that is so weird....

 

another thing, i guess i didnt explain thoroughly enough....it was a 17 year old kid who was a dropout since his sophmore year, his ex-girlfriend of two years got with someone else. that was the reason, because of his girlfriend. if you can tell me that isnt weak than idk what to even say to you. and he realy, really wanted to die because he took a shotgun to the dome and blasted it.

his fucking 10 year old brother found him lying there, dead. i still cant see how it is right in any way...

 

he probably had a lot of underlying emotional problems that no one ever really knew about.

how did the ex react?

 

i have no idea...ill try and get back on that...

 

have you ever been suicidal, cuz i have not to long ago and im am still fighting suicidal thoughts. and im not weak and its not an easy way out. so unless you have felt these feelings wiht all do respect keep you mouth shut about things you dont understand

 

yeah impo i think suicide is a very hard decision to make. its not like deciding whether to do your homework or to have pizza or chicken..

 

Well, obvisouly they were too stupid to kill themselfs . You at least have to have a basic understanding of the human anatomy.

 

I'd say turkey stuffing has no clue what hes talking about. Easy way out? Are you serious?

How the fuck is being able to end your own life easy? It requires some major fucking balls man. Maybe its easier than living years and years of depression and sadness, which I doubt, but its not fucking easy.

I've been really depressed for many years now, I've tried to work with it, drugs and all, self medicating myself and it has helped. Although I've only found that marijuana kind of numbs and makes the pain easier to get through because I start thinking about other things. But recently I've been fucked up the ass by the law so many times, issues with my family, friends I have separated from, good times I have lost and every day just feels like a serious struggle mentally. Let me just say its all possible within the next year because in my life, there is no light at the end of the tunnel.

But if I were to do it, I would jump off a bridge. Onto land far below I mean, if that doesn't kill you, well, you're fucked. Or I would blow my head off but getting a gun would be kind of a problem. Or shooting as much heroin as I could put in a syringe on no tolerance and slowly drifting into unconciousness, and eventually death...

My thoughts.

 

There is always light at the end of the tunnel, It may be shaded by depression but it is there. You may have to make drastic changes in your life, but it is all possible.

Keep safe and stay strong.

 

It's sad but if that's what someone needs to get peace then so be it.

 

What the fuck are you talking about? When did I ever say it was easy. What a fuckin' tool.

 

i just think suicide is a weakass decision to make....when you are young, as in your teens. you dont know what the rest of your life is going to be, i dont care what you say. for me, i am 17 and and i dont think my life has even started yet. anyone on here if you have thought about suicide and you are in your teen years or even your 20's, i want to here your such great reasons for killing yourself.

im sorry if i come of as an asshole and maybe i dont know exactly what im talking about but this is my opinion....so dont get offended and go kill yourself or anything.

 

Maybe it is only for the weak, but that doesn't mean it's their fault. When I was in 7th grade, I used to know this kid who was the funniest guy, could always make people laugh. One day we got our progress reports, and he was failing a few classes. This dude was so afraid of his dad, that as soon as he got off the bus, he went inside and blew his own head off with a shotgun. A 7th grader man.

So while maybe only the weak take the easy way out, perhaps we should be more sympathetic, since it seems a lack of sympathy is what drove them to end their life early in the first place.

 

yeah, believe me...im not trying to be an unsympathetic dickhead. i had a friend about 2 years ago now that killed himself. he had so many friends, so many people loved him. to tell the truth he was kind of a fuck up i guess you could say...but he was a cool dude. that was probably the reason for his suicide. its really sad that shit like this has to happen.

 

The thing is it does not have to happen and should not happen. The problem I am seeing is the availability of mental health services is not there and if you seek help most services cost so damn much, for example a few years back I was forced to be admitted into a mental health facility, after the minimal 72 hour stay they handed me a bill for over 5500 dollars and this is after insurance picked up their part. Now you think I was suicidal before, to be footed with that large of a bill when I did not even want to be there. Think of the people who want help and need to stay longer to get their lives in order, most can't afford it.

 

Well stated, Burnt.

 

people who have never experienced depression have no right to judge. it's speaking from ignorance.

like a rich american criticizing an etheopean(sp) for being an alcoholic.