suggestions for dry mouth?

yeah, scarlettchasingroses is a member here and lives in the northwest USA. I am in Tx. Bush Country. Texas kicks major ass.

No no no, I LOVE being here. Aside from my personal bad luck, Ive been happy here. The part that sucks is being illegal, and the instability that comes with it. I refuse to be a dishwasher in a chinese restaurant, but if im forced to do that to survive, so be it. Its incredibly hard to find a job, its hard to get anything done whout a government issued ID. I have a SS, so i can at least get medical care, private medical care, which is fine, as long as I have a job. I like the education I recieved here, and I was smart enought to take advantage of after a slight derailment. haha You seem really nice brian. May I call you brian? you've already made me smile quite a bit tonight, and yesterday too. right on man. and.. come on, pretty good english for a mexican right? haha

 

^lol. Dayum another hijacked thread. ha

 

thats the munchies youre getting... some people dont really know they just assume they're thirsty other then gum or eating/ drinking mints might be the way to go idk lol not an expert on high sex.

 

Yea man I know. I messaged kari on myspace but she never replied.

 

no, she never tried. she was too illiterate, and lazy. I am greatful for her bringinm me to this country, but not the life she gave me. I dont wanna delve into that one, thats another thread all on its own.. haha
a priority date was to give you a ballpark date of when your turn was to get your interview, pictures, backround check .. all that good stuff. I was approved for legalization in may of 91, given a priority date of august of 95. theyre backlogged on cases pending on 91, and its been 13 years. unless i marry, there's no way for me to get legal. Im not willing, so i guess i will be illegal forever. Or move to canadia. I will not go back to mexico. ever.
I tried writing my dad, but he's an alchie, and a bum. He never returned letters, until he got sick and couldnt support himself, so he wrote me and my sis to beg us to smugglw him in to live with us. Needless to say, his letters went unanswered.
I know, a fig tree.. its weird.

 

I've never been to Texas, though I'd love to go, someday.

I understand the bad luck shit. Hell, I've had it pretty hard, and I was born a citizen. I can't find a job for shit, so I can't imagine how difficult your situation is. You do, however, seem to have a good head on your shoulders, and that counts for a lot. Smart and determined people can always find a way to survive, and also a way to be happy. I also know about instability; the last couple of years of my life have been entirely unstable, and Nate can confirm that. I've been in and out of jail a few times, frequent unemployment and difficulty finding employment, along with VERY hectic living situations. We all have difficulties....some more difficult than others, but we are all capable of dealing with it and we just have to find the strength and motivation to do so.

And yes.....you can call me Brian. You can call me anything you like, in fact. What may I call you? I'm glad I make you smile. You've made me smile, as well. Too bad you live in Texas, as much as you love it there. haha You do speak(type) very good english; I'd venture to say it's better than my english. lol

 

Yeah I doubt she even gets online very much anymore. I haven't even talked to her for a couple of months. For all I know, she doesn't even live in the same spot anymore. She may be in Kansas, for all I know. haha

Shit, I haven't even been on my MySpace for probably close to a year. Oh well, MySpace sucks balls anyway. The only good part is designing your page. I had a kickass page, but all of my videos and shit probably don't even work anymore. haha

 

Yea man you have a shitload of stuff on your page. It's about time to watch a movie and hit the sack, I'll drop by to see if anyone is still around after the movie, but I'll probably be asleep. Good Night you guys, and the ones lurking in the shadows.

 

Yeah I won't even ask about your mom anymore, if you don't feel like talking about it or if it's too long of a story. I am interested though.

All that legalization shit sounds complicated as fuck. I knew a mexican girl that I worked with and she had to pay a fee to the immigration folks every month, and it was a high fee.....like a couple of hundred dollars. Sounded like a bunch of bullshit. It probably wouldn't be a bad idea to move to canada though. I hear it's nice up there.

That's fukt up about your dad......only contacting you when he needed something. I feel you on the dad issue though.....my dad is an alcoholic/crackhead. The last memory I have of my dad from when i was a kid was him taking me with him to pawn his truck for some crack when I was in 4th grade. He's also a racist fuck. I can't stand that mofugga.

 

Later, Nate. Enjoy the movie.

 

Yeah, total hijack situation going on.. stoners for ya.. what can ya do..

Texas rocks!! aside from the heat and the republican self righteous wannabe christian rednecks, its a beautiful place.
You have to develop a certain level of levelheadedness when you're forced to grow up at age 9. Im hapy now that Ive gotten away from my mother, and I keep no drama.
Ooh.. brian, dont give me any ideas.. I may call you something dir.. wait.. back'er up.. hahaha
My name is Hilda, but you can call me Hilder.. everyone else does, including my friends. whichever youre comfy with.
I try.. with the language I mean. I refuse to be one of the thousands of mexicans I graduated with who had a 5th grade reading level. I will never utter the words bleeded (bled), nor likded it (liked it), and no, Im not joking.

 

Oh, you don't have to tell me about the self-righteous wannabe christian rednecks......there's plenty of them in GA, though I've heard that the Texas folk are a bit more conservative, so I feel for you. haha

Having to be "grown up" at a young age is never good. I'm guessing you were never really able to be a kid, in the way most other kids are able to. It'll teach you to appreciate what you have though, and there are few things that are more important than appreciating what you have and not taking things for granted. Life is more fulfilling that way.

And like I said......call me what you feel like calling me. I have big ears, so most of my friends just call me "Ears". haha My ex referred to my ears as "thigh ticklers", if you catch my meaning

I guess I'll just continue to call you Hilder, if that's what your friends call you.

And yeah.....I know about plenty of people who talk like that......(bleeded and likeded) haha only the ones I know are white folks who were born in this country. At least some immigrants or some children of immigrants have an excuse for talking like that, because they're learning a second language. These people I know have absolutely no excuse, aside from just being inbred dumbfuck illiterate white-trash.

 

I Dont mind talking about my mother, just not in this thread.. too much hijacking.. ya dig? haha
yup, I got to be a kid for 4 years. Then when I cam here, I basically became my mothers maid. whatev. Im having loads of fun now.
hahahaha thigh ticklers.. Ears; The true love handles.. LMAO

 

hahaha yeah love handles, indeed. They make a great steering wheel.

I had a pretty good childhood, myself. I don't know where I went wrong, but my life definitely took a turn for the worse, somewhere down the road. hahaha I don't know why it makes me laugh.....probably the irony of it.

We sure as fuck did hijack the fuck outta this thread. The OP is gonna be like "wtf?" haha

 

tee-hee-hee.. Aww shit.. we done did it now..
dude, if you cant have a sense of humor aboutah the shit thats happened in your life, you arent truly over it, and cant truly be happy. I dont laugh at everything thats happened to me, but I do have a bit of a twisted sense of humor about it.
well, I hate to leave, but we have a thunderstorm coming thru, so ima lay in bed in complete darkness with classical music playing and smoke my final bowl of the day. gotta get up early to poke old lady. haha G'night hon.

 

Alright. Good night. It's been good talking to you. Hit that bowl for me one or two times.

 

ueah, okay.. The sacrifice I make for you. haha nice talking to you too. we shall continue. hah! ur a pretty boy!! LMAO

 

Pretty boy? WTF? haha

 

haha just checked out your gallery.. alright.. im going to bed for real this time. lata

 

Oh......my gallery sucks. I look like a child. haha

But yeah...good night