Sucking your own cock...

I don't know if this has been posted or asked before, but I'm going to ask it anyways. How many men can actually say that they have never thought or fantasized about sucking their own cock?? I literally mean any time in your life, from the first time you started playing with your cock until now. Be honest, you're protected by the anonymity of the internet.

 

I've thought about it most of my life.
The contradiction has always been during the time I tried to convince myself I was straight. I never stopped to consider why I thought sucking my own cock was ok, but no someone else's.

That all has changed. While I am very interested in sucking cock nowadays, I still wonder, what If I was limber enough to put myself in my mouth.

 

I have thought about it countless times since my youth and tried, but failed, I could only lick the tip of my glans once.

 

I was lucky enough to be able to get about half of my erect cock into my mouth. At first I thought it was a little weird, but I quickly grew to feel that it was just another and better form of masturbation. I never did feel that it was gay (nothing wrong with being gay) because it was mine. The feelings and emotions that you experience while having an orgasm from your mouth while you're ejaculating into your mouth is surreal!!!!

 

Did you lick it often??? You have no idea of the pleasure that you missed out on!!!!

 

It only worked once. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't do it several times.

 

When it hit me that I could give myself a blowjob, I was 19 or 20 and it took a lot of stretching and a few muscle pulls before I could get enough of my dick in my mouth to officially call it a blowjob. I wasn't going to settle for just being able to kiss/lick the head; no, I had to get the whole head and then some in my mouth and then blow myself until I came in my mouth. Once I mastered how to do it, I did it every chance I got for a couple of years. But that first time sucking myself off? The weirdest feeling ever! I knew what it was like to suck dick and knew what it was like to be sucked and I'm experiencing both sensations at the same time - but I'm all folded up on the bed, managing my breathing but really not able to cum as "quickly" as I would like being in that position since it was still a bit painful but after almost a dogged 20 minutes just keeping at it, I came in my mouth and, again, the dual sensations of knowing what it felt like to feel a guy busting a nut in my mouth what it felt like to do the busting and the familiar taste of my own cum.

It was one hell of an experience and one that I did every chance I got. I eventually confessed to my wife that I could do it - she didn't want to see me do it - and she... just thought it was funny. For the next two years, I was blowing myself at will and comfortably and I guess my body said, "Okay, that's enough.." and I suffered a pretty major muscle strain and... that was the end of being able to blow myself.

 

Nothing like the feeling of your own cock twitching and pulsating in your mouth as the hot cum squirts onto your tongue and into your throat. I was happily amazed, and slightly shocked the first time that first squirt of cum splashed against the back of my throat!!!!

 

Yeah, that first time took me by surprise even though it was the result I'd been working hard to experience. That first spurt took me by surprise but I recovered and my dick was pumping really hard and strongly in my mouth and, again, it's so fucking weird to know what both of those sensations feel like but feeling them at the exact same time! Today I see guys with 10" - 12" dicks and I'm like, "If I had dick like that, I'd be sucking myself off all of the time! No way I'd be jerking off for the camera!"

 

If I had a 9 inch cock I think I would still be sucking my own cock today. I managed to do it quite easily many years ago with the meager 7 1/2 inches that I have. So I think another 2 or more would really make it easy. Every time I masturbate I stare at the swollen head of my cock and wish that I could shove that beauty into my mouth and once again experience that marvelous feeling of my cumming in my own mouth!!

 

I felt the same way when I first started trying to do it. If I had another two inches, this would be a piece of cake! Lacking that extra two inches just made me work harder to accomplish the goal. I remember the day I got close enough to lick my knob and feel it against my lips - so close yet so far! I gave myself one hell of a facial - got cum up my nose and in my eye and everywhere except in my mouth. I was so determined to do this! And the day when the head of my dick went into my mouth and more of my dick followed...what an amazing feeling!

 

I only had that problem the first time I tried. I was fairly thin and very flexible back then. I tried sitting on the edge of my bed and bending over to see if I could do it. To my disappointment I could only kiss and lick the head. I kissed and licking it while I stroked the shaft. I eventually came all over my lips and chin. It felt amazing, but I was determined to succeed and get my cock in my mouth!! Next, I laid on my bed completely naked with my head propped up with my pillow. I then spread my legs and threw them over my head. To my surprise, the object of my desire was within my reach. I slowly slid the swollen head in my mouth, tasting the precum that was oozing from the tip. The hot, swollen head felt so good resting on my tongue. I had to get more!! I reached around and put both my hands on my ass cheeks and gently pushed. As I pushed my cock slid further into my willing mouth. Amazingly, I managed to get over half of my erect cock into my mouth. I slowly rocked my head up and down, experiencing an amazing wonderful feeling that I had never felt before. The more I sucked, the more excited I got. I could feel my cock getting hotter and harder and I could feel the head swelling even more. I started to get light headed from my excitement and my impending orgasm. All of a sudden my cock started jerking and twitching between my lips as I felt the hot, salty cum squirting into my mouth. This is an experience, an excitement and an extremely pleasurable event that I will never forget. I did it many, many, many more times after that.

 

Yes, I remember grabbing my ass and pushing more dick into my mouth, too... and doing it one day with a finger buried in my ass and, oh, boy...

 

Lucky.... I would have loved to get even the head in my mouth.

 

Something so many of us men have tried to do but were unable to do so. I certainly tried many, many times while in my 20's but could only lick the head of my 8" cock. I wanted so bad just to get the head of my cock in my mouth. However, I was able to get my cock close enough to get all 6-7 spurts of cum directly into my mouth because licking it out of my hand wasn't working. My first wife walked in the bedroom one afternoon to my surprise just as I was shooting my load into my mouth and freaked out. Why she asked, and I said why not, you swallow my cum so why can't I have some too? I used to cum in my mouth a couple times a week for many years until I discovered the joys of sucking dick.

 

I sure miss those younger (more flexible) days when I was able to get a couple of inches of my 7.5 in my mouth. Warm, soft/hard, salty/sweet, what a rush that was!

 

I used to be able to get my legs over my head far enough to get the head of my cock in my mouth. Can't do that any longer but I have friends to suck it for me. I used to finish in that position too, blasting cum all over my face while I tried to get it all in my mouth. Ahhhh...the good old days.

 

Off topic, but along the same lines….
I dated a girl in HS and one night after a lot of drinking/sex she confessed that she’s tried to lick her V, and gets really close. Well, that started a whole new adventure for us! It was sooo mind blowing to watch this girl with her drive and determination all rolled up trying to get there. As far as I know she never did, but who knows?! BTW is showed her that I could self suck. Crazy to reminisce and visualize the two of us all curled up together getting ourselves off. Fun times for sure!

 

Hell yes I've thought about it and even had several dreams that I could....but alas In spite of efforts, its not going to happen but good for all of you that can or could.

 

Oh I certainly did. I learned to do it when I was about 15 I think. I loved my cock so much and wanted to be as involved with it as I could. From the idea of wondering if I could to actually being able to get it into my mouth was a month or so. I was/am not big, a bit less than 6 inches, but skinny, bendy and exceptionally eager!
It was a truly glorious and satisfying experience and an ultimate act of self love. I was able to do it till I was about 40 and then middle age got the better of me, weight and flexibility wise.
I used to think it was a weird thing to do, so I shared this with very few people. Later I realised that it was just advanced masturbation, and that I was very lucky to have been able to do it. Its a super auto erotic act.
If you want to have a go, do it. If you can do it, then maintain some kind of bodywork routine like Pilates or yoga, and there is no reason why you cannot keep at it for years. At age of mid 60's I cant reach any more. I still dream about it occassionly though. I did last night in fact. In my dreams I always am surprised how easy it is, or I discover some new position that I never considered before, and I think - wow, why dont I do this more often?