living where you live would be enough to stress me out...all the harrassment from the landlords about maintaining the property to their standards, etc. i'd be sooooo outta there.
we have a housing association here. the president lives across the street. ever since i started smiling and waving at him and his wife, he's totally left us alone. the first month we were here, we got three warnings. now they don't bother us. it's true, you just have to know who's cock to suck.
trouble sleeping - yes headaches - yes constipation diarrhea irritability - yes lack of energy - yes lack of concentration - yes eating too much or not at all - yes anger - yes sadness - yes higher risk of asthma and arthritis flare-ups tension - yes stomach cramping - yes stomach bloating - yes skin problems, like hives - yes depression - yes anxiety - yes weight gain or loss - yes to both heart problems - yes high blood pressure - yes........Mom tried to take me to the hospital today irritable bowel syndrome diabetes neck and/or back pain - yes less sexual desire - yep that too harder to get pregnant Jeez I need my degree already!
my needs are VERY basic. i can't function without a full gas tank, a full fridge and pantry, and a few dollars. other than that, i'm totally cool. though i have a habit of worrying about EVERYTHING. meh. at that point you just throw me down and fuck me senseless. dave could come home and say "i just fucked your best friend." and i'd be like "you BASTARD! i've been trying to get on that for 24 years!!!" i'm pretty simple.
Yeah.... money problems are the one thing that can REALLLLY stress me out... which is pretty much why I've been stressed lately... but the end is in view and I feel much, much better.
Hehe yeah.... Oh! Know what else really helps me? Massages.... mmmm... I got a nice half hour massage tonight... I really needed it and it worked wonders. :sighs:
for long ass trips on vacation, my mom would buy us a bunch of toys from like the dollar store, and give em to us when its time to go , we would be quiet as mice, playing with our little goodie bags. you might wanna try it.
when i was 10 i got lost and ended up in a very bad part of LA. mind you, when i was 10, i had huge boobies. i've been harassed and assaulted so many times it's disgusting. i have no practical answer for why people either hand me their wallets or try to eat my soul, but there's no average, there's no in-between. there never has been. it makes me angry and defensive, and NOW i have my daughters with me. what if they're fucking cursed, too?
I miss school and exams too... when I was in school I LOVED it... every second of it and I love taking tests. I really hope to be able to go back next fall but as I'll probably have an infant at that time..... eh, I'll do one class.... It'll make me feel better about my life.
mace. i have firearms. maps do me no good. i go stupid at the sight of a map. my head is broken somehow. it's not just stress that does it. it's fear. pure, unadulterated fear.
trouble sleeping- Yeppers headaches- You got it constipation- Not so much diarrhea- Not as much anymore irritability- Oh yeah lack of energy- Yep lack of concentration- What? eating too much or not at all- It's either one or the other anger- Yep sadness- Yes higher risk of asthma and arthritis flare-ups- No asthma, and arthritis hasn't been bad yet this year tension- Don't even get me started stomach cramping- Yep stomach bloating- Yuh-huh skin problems, like hives- My stomach is covered in them depression- Sometimes anxiety- All the time weight gain or loss- It's fluctuating like crazy lately heart problems- I hope not high blood pressure- Don't think so irritable bowel syndrome- God, I hope not diabetes- We have our suspicions neck and/or back pain- All the time less sexual desire- Not so! lol harder to get pregnant- I'm not exactly trying... Yep, guess I have been stressed lately. Soooo glad I have tomorrow off. Sleeping in has never sounded so heavenly!