I have a gf that I love, but I have always had the urge to receive anal sex from a man. 1. Is this normal? 2. How horrible is it if I do it? 3. I do not want to kiss the man, I literally just want to fuck and feel the warmth, how do I find someone to do this?
1) after being a hipforums member, i have realized that it's incredibly normal for gay or bisexual guys to claim to be straight. 2) if you're actually straight, i assume it will be super horrible. if not, it might be pleasant. terrible thing to do to your girlfriend though. 3) go any place gay men are found.
I have been where you are now. You will never be able to rest until you 'get' what you're craving. Send me a message in 'Start a Conversation', and I'll guide you thru it so that your 'first time' will be the very best it can be.
Regardless of the physical outcome of your fantasy. Failure to be honest about it with your girlfriend now will ultimately destroy your relationship.
It is an urge that will not subside...I go for regular massages that include prostate with happy ending, and they usually give a good hard fuck with 2 or 3 fingers. Once in awhile I get a good hard fuck from one of a number of older men I know. Lucky for me, my wife allows it as she is not at all into anal.
You're damn right it is an urge that will not subside, and you're the luckiest prick on earth that your wife 'allows' it -- if my wife knew about my craving for it and 'allowed' it, I'd be getting fucked at least once a day, several thousand instead of the hundred or so I've had in the 15 years I've been 'doinig it'.
I used to entertain many men years ago, and if I had the time would still do it, but time constraints do not allow me too. At one point in my life, I hosted gang bangs of up to 5 men at once...oh those were the days!!