Straight Guy had Gay Sex

I was feeling incredibly horny last night and I used Grindr to meet a guy. He said he was going to blow me but it immediately escalated. I should have stopped it but I didn't. It resulted in unprotected anal sex. I am straight, have no attraction to guys whatsoever, this was just a horny mistake. Don't try to tell me I'm bi or gay....I'm not and I've never been more sure than right now. He assured me of no STD's but of course I am still worried and plan on getting tested in a few months and I am just hoping not to have anything but now I'm paranoid out of my mind. I am never going to ever do something like this again. But I guess I'm just wondering how to deal with this and if this is something I can block from my memory banks and just wondering if anyone has ever been here before.

 

The first time I got a blowjob from a man, I went through a crisis. It only lasted a couple of days and then I accepted it for what it was. I got news for you...

About the STDs, I just went through the most agonizing period of my life after having unprotected anal sex for the first time ever. When I went in to get tested, I was fully prepared to be HIV+. I had had flu symptoms, and lost a bit of weight...

Luckily, I tested negative. But, it's a false comfort. It could happen to anyone, at any time. I'm even a little turned off from sex lately. I'm just regrouping and trying to let the HIV scare sink in. I've never been so at peace without sex. I've been doing a lot of cooking. :biggrin:

I don't know how you deal with uncertainty, but I'm not a block it off kind of person. Instead, I researched the heck out of HIV and prepared myself psychologically for the worst. From where I was, I could only have gotten away with better.

Good luck.

 

our man the nympho isn't having sex? Perish the thought! I'm glad you're still happy though.

 

Don't try and tell you you're bi or gay? Ok. Not going to tell you you're straight either.

 

I don't get how a guy can get hard with another guy and say that he is not gay or bi! Nothing wrong if you are, but sorry my dick is not going to be hard with someone I am not turned on by. Men or women.

 

maybe it was something you just needed to get out of your system; but like enhancer said, I just dont get hard with men near me; and its too bad 'cause that I'd love group sex...

 

"there is no try there is do or do not" -yoda

you are bi or gay.

 

My dick gets hard when I jack off and I'm pretty sure I'm not turned on by the sight of my hand. It's a response to physical stimulation.

If you're not turned on by the one you're with you can try closing your eyes and thinking of someone that turns you on.

 

Or I can just have sex with people that turn me on like I do now!

 

hmm, bet you're the kind of guy who loves ladyboys and claims you're straight? Is this a troll post? Else why did you post this other than to hear stories of other 'straight' men getting fucked? If it was a shameful mistake just keep quiet, go to the clinic and get a result then move on with you life....crap why am I even responding to this


Shayla x

 

Denial is one of the strongest forces in nature

 

I was really confused as to why my response from yesterday wasn't int he thread. Then I realized, he double posted this on a different forum as well...

http://www.sexualforums.com/40785-straight-guy-had-gay-sex.html

 

Yes I did double post to try and get the opinions of a wide range of people. I am sorry if this was not allowed and I will gladly leave if now shunned from the forums for doing such an awful thing.

I appreciate all of the advice that you tried to give me. I feel like the decision was a bad one, but that it should and will not define me as a person. I am a straight guy, I like girls, I made a poor choice, not unlike many people, and I will get over it, move on and have my next sexual experience with a busty blonde.

 

I have no idea what the forum protocol is. I think the general vibe in both places is that you perhaps were not in earnest...

 

obviously.

i get horny all the time and never have i even considered seeking out a guy to have sex with.

if you jack off to the sight of your hand, i would like to introduce you to my friends: porn and imagination.

 

That's precisely my point.

 

In addition, denial is not just a river in Egypt

 

don´t worry ,ofcourse you won´t get std´s from people who have sex with total strangers on a regular basis.

and you are in denail about your sexual preference.

 

1st WHy do we have to label a sexual preference? I enjoy bi sex, gay sex or whatever you want to call it! I enjoy Female or Male.

My first anal experience was unprotected, what a rush! I new of the guy not much else, of course I was getting my self std checked every once in awhile anyways.

Anal without a condom feels the best!

 

And vaginal sex without a condom feels a darn sight better too.
But to have anal sex without a condom, must leave a certain unpleasant smell on the penis thou ?