Hang on in there ziggy...I'm also taking a break from the gunj...I don't see any reason to NEVER smoke again, but I plan to not smoke for at least a month or 2, see how that goes and then maybe just smoke occasionally after that.
I've been aspiring to quit recently. My problem is that it's such a social outlet for me, someone who is otherwise not so social. But I think in the long run it'll probably make me more social. But right now my best friend and I always smoke together. That's what we do. We don't really have anything else. It's really kinda sad. Over the last couple months I've been cutting back whenever I can though, never smoke with the woman anymore, never smoke alone anymore. It is a trek, and not an easy one. It seems like something I've outgrown though. The other thing is that I LOVE to just smoke it. I kinda wish it didn't get me high, but that I could just smoke it and smell it and taste it. That's the main hook for me.
Man, I haven't smoked in like a week, don't know why I decided to stop for a bit. Just did. Let me tell you, I don't miss it much, but I really think the whole being sober 24/7 sucks. So, here's to my 3 White Russians a night - hopefully I'll cut back, save my liver and be able to do the sober thing. Not counting on it, though. Good luck with your bout of sobriety!
i have been somewhat trying to stop smoking purely for the fact that I am studying and I really need to go well and my mind is way too scattered and memory screwed up when im getting high on a daily basis. it totally sucks, i am bored out of my brains, my housemates are making me suicidal all i wanna do is smoke. its so hard to resist the beautiful feeling. and just not worrying about anyone or anything in my life thats bad. not to mention the insomnia. god i sound desperate! i can't wait till im finish studying!
Well i have been doing soo well.. but... I am one who follows his mind.. and I kinda want to smoke pot again.. its not a bad thing... But i dono, I usualy just follow my mind so i htink i will... i won['t be come Crazily consumed like i was b4...but once every 2 weeks or something... Etc.. so yeah.. i was doing well.. lol
"i won['t be come Crazily consumed like i was b4...but once every 2 weeks or something..." Good luck with that.
yeah.. I enjoy being stoned.. but I also enjoy not being.. so it won't consume me this time... becuse I won't let it..sop bleah!
I hear that! I don't know what I would do if my girl wanted to still smoke pot and I didn't. But then again my girl died so it doesn't matter anymore./... Good Luck....
Oh yes... I'm sorry about that...Just at work I can't see the screen too good... Um... My girl died from a heroin overdose in Orlando,Florida... I kicked in the bathroom door and found her dead on the toilet bowl with the needle still in her leg and her eyes wide open... This is a picture of her...and you can also see a picture of my guitar in my gallery...which she painted right before she died. I do miss her so much...yeah... Thank Goodness for my band, "Tryptomind"...which I play guitar and sing with now in Upstate,New York... You can read about that on my other website blogs on myspace... Thank you so much for caring about the alien...