Stoned Ramblings

OMG! @Mother's Love (why the hell your name won't show up for me to click idk) I bet that asshole husband would show some attention if you told him you felt you AND the children needed to be without him...Just send child support and alimony, dear. He makes me want to fucking spit.

Nobody is that damn tired all the time. good grief.

Please don't think about cleaning out your stuff.. think about cleaning out HIS stuff. I am certain there is someone (really MORE than someONE!!!) that would love to get in your pants, take them off and whatever.

He needs to eat pitiful food, and find his clothes in a bag...I'm convinced you can find a way around the internet for some legal separation papers. That dang man needs the juice scared out of his lazy ass.

 

oh and @Mother's Love ... everybody (hopefully) gets old; but, they don't have to be miserable. Let that jackass be the miserable one. You can still have babies...you are still in your prime...don't let a jackass take that knowledge from you!

 

Shit is gettin real

 

it was wednesday. i dont really celebrate my birthday, but he got me a massage i have to schedule. yay.
im just tired. bone tired. and he feels fat, but wont quit drinking. and i bitch all the time and am too busy to shower often enough.
but i really dont have enough motivation to try anymore. im too spiteful to do anything, but going through the motions isnt hard, its just lonely. i got kids to raise so i have to pretend normalcy for them. maybe ist just a swing on the depression spectrum. fuck it, im along for the ride. maybe ill seek some of those mind-numbing medications ive been resistant to. all i can lose is myself.

 

Not happy right now with this new job. Yea, I work from home and the pay raise is pretty amazing, but my boss thinks I'm on call, and he can schedule meetings at night. Oh, fuck no. I told my husband, I'll do it this one time, but one more meeting that's scheduled after 8 pm, and I'm out.

 

Don't be, been healthy a long time now.

80 does seem a good age, especially if you've accomplished everything. Although... I think I'll have to get back to you on that when I'm 79

 

not me. I want to go at 120 because my private plane crashed due to the heart attack from screwing my 25 year old nurse into unconsciousness.

 

And.... Speaking of moths.


These guys have been around all summer...

 

Isn't that a hummingbird moth?

 

Happy Belated Birthday!

The relationship rut is real.
The struggle is real.

Just keep your head. That's the most important.

 

Defend Family Giveaway Event
enter to win a gun..

 

Yup... They love the gardens I've put in.

 

I first saw one in Istanbul. Then I come back to find a different breed of them is common in the US. But that first one was so weird. I was eating dinner at an outdoor cafe with a bunch of coworkers when this thing came whizzing by. I was like "What is that?". They glanced and said "it's a hummingbird". I was like "Yea? So Hummingbirds in Turkey have antennas?"

A year later I'm at the vet's office getting shots for a dog, and the trees out front were flowering and were covered with these hummingbird moths, hundreds of them. It was surreal.

 

Stevie Ray Vaughan died today, Aug. 27th 1990, in a helicopter crash in Wisconsin.. He was 35 when he died 28 years ago today.

 

fuck the masseuse....I would...…

 

so my vape thingymajig it breaks again. Im giving them the benefit the doubt. but two in less than a month and one in less than 24hours. so im in the store, dude there blowing vapors from a nicotine vape or whatever that douche shit is. I say I got this here saturday, its broke. showing him .. then he says if thats Thc you cant use it in the store. me cocky today. Im like dude, grow the fuck up Im a 50yr old motherfucking combat vet ok not here to play games right now I just want my shit replaced, here is the receipt ..

 

shared this with my buddy Grizzly, telling him about the ceiling collapsed.. and I sent him this what my reaction was..

 

I think that's the first adult movie that my son ever liked. I remember him laughing so hard at that scene.

Maybe it was another scene.

I remember a joke in there about "hard wood floors".

 

that is my house..

 

I keep SRV in the CD player in the car.