i agree i picked uppers . i love both, but it's kind of a duality like anything else... like comparing bhakti yoga to buddhist meditation. i'd rather be happy while doing lots of things than happy while doing next to nothing. a lot of it is because if i'm up doing stuff, when i come down, i'll have changed things and the world around me will be a little different and more exciting to play with. if i just lay around playing videogames being blissed out, when i come down everything is basically the way it was before. i like being up for a few days, and then sleeping and waking up and all day finding things i did when i was upupupup... i think i'd want downers to get through not having any uppers, or taking a break, when i'd be doing nothing anyway. or if i did something silly when i was high and needed to lay back and think about it for a while. hahah. but then, some people can get a lot done on downers. i guess i could if i cared, but that's about the only time that i don't. so i don't...
haha i did the opposite kind of. stay up all night smoking and then take some caffeine pills to get through school.
I'm still sort of a newbie when it comes to drugs, but two of my favorites are coke and dxm. I can't really decide.