Starting over

r0llin be a MAN, NOW GET TO DA CHOPPA

 

lol its not the neg rep itself i care about, its the fact that i find it pointless to try and put someone down when they are trying to make improvements in there life. Whats the point? Maybe the people hating are bitter about there own lives and are trying to make themselves feel better by being rude to me.
But thank you to the people who are being positive. I appreciate it

 

improving those things in your life can only be a good idea so yeah, go T! :sunny:

also, i had no idea saying "and what not" was problematic. I say it (well, when i speak English) because i caught the expression from a foreign friend i used to talk to on a daily basis. It's all peer pressure lol

 

he is just chappen my ass about the "and what not" thing lol. ^^^^

Since I posted this three months I have been doing a lot better. I am not as anxious about things. Work is going pretty well and i have been a lot more social. And I am kinf of dating this girl i work with. I know most people say dont mix dating and relationships but i like her a lot i think. I still dont know about school though. I start a new semester tommorwo >.<

 

yep, almost as bad as mixing sex and love.

 

god dammit. i was distracted by the television. what i meant to say was dont mix WORK AND RELATIONSHIPS.

 

Good luck in everything man I hope it all works out 4 you..

 

well imparing your judgement does nothing for you, whether you do it legally or nonlegally. neither however, does productivity for its own sake, nor money in and of itself. creating and exploring are at the root of all gratification, diversity being the nature of reality. all creatures explore and that is a good thing. the special dispensation of sapience is that we can also consciously create. those are the things, besides not messing things up for each other, and helping people out once in a while when we can, that make life worth living and all about. screw excitement and ostentation. those gratify nothing. i'm not saying against trying to enjoy them if that's what you expect. but expect to be disappointed if you do. and then if you find yourself wondering what's missing and why you're not feeling satisfied, remember what i said, its about creating and exploring. diversity is the nature of existence, and excitement and ostentation are ways of deceiving ourselves and trying to deny that it is.

 

i have no idea what you're talking about...