Spring is here, time for mating, believe me I need a fuck but my own self dilemma comes into play, what for? I've never really had a mate because of the simple fact that what would I talk to her about that I can't condensate with myself? Not just the challenge of trying to relate to this woman, that I already know myself relate too. I have many females approach me, I have this 18 year old red head trying to get to know me in that unusual way at work. I know she want's me, I can see her hunger in the eyes Do you want to have fornication sweet heart? I don't want a simple fuck either Maybe it'll just be another spring of throwing this silly notion away with the wind.