yeah dude totally, i mean ive basically always been agnostic, but after my bad mushie trip and I heard voices and delusions it felt purely spiritual actually, like i had to think of good and all that good positivity and all that, and when it really got bad, i would think of god and rely on god or else i felt fucked. Sooo yeah i dont know about all of it or where im getting at exactly but if there is a God he definately helped me through the hardest time of my life. Ps OP wicked story sorry for you about it tho.
i do not think the best first reaction is the negative one. could always be a cat spirit wishing to be generous.
better than a horse head in your bed- or a fish wrapped in newspaper left at your doorstep- best, M.Corleone
. To some, this practice can be seen as a curse - to others a warning .. To some, the obvious is blatant - to others a more profound meaning ... To some, it is a terror - to others a more subtle message .... To some, to be a worry - to others it is a sign It seems to me that one can consider options that you are more suited to. Directly: - Speak with who you think might 'help' (in a general way)to establish a reason Similar spirituality: - Place your own sign/message in response to this - a saucer of seed, fauna and flora - of welcome, an aromatic candle/lantern - of invitation and a pad and pen/pencil for an opportunity to engage There are alternatives to anything - Be comfortable with your choice "Blessings"