Some DPT, A Friday Night

not gonna lie reading what mr writer just wrote about breathing rate makes me scared to eat lucy ever again

sorry this is off topic

hopefully i will try dpt one day, with a trusted friend or lover, in a safe environment where i can freak out if i need to. cs, you know my feelings and you know what i think you should do. you are brave, and did well just keep an eye on him over the next few weeks.

but after this TR i know i am not quite ready for this chemical, but again i hope it appears when i am good and ready

 

no need to worry, those deaths were animals being given enormous doses.
I doubt you will ever have enough LSD to kill yourself with, we're talking about a 1/3 gram or more of crystal to get toxic in humans.
So take your acid with no fears.

 

how do you think that would be possible?

 

Sounds like your friends had an insane time - and I hope you did too

Yeap, you definitely speak the truth, and maybe it was something with that the ativan kicked in in a few minutes that caused such a hit to his respiratory system. I'm gonna meet him in a few days and just spend the day recounting what I saw for him, to see what he may remember or not.

The thing with deeps is that it's so intense that you can really go too far if you let that fear take ahold of you before the ego dies, which is what they did. During the peak somewhere when they started screaming I looked into their eyes, and they were bottomless pits of fear. It was pretty freaky to see someone really losing their shit fully.

Don't be afraid of the lucy, like PB said, it's much larger doses that would kill you.

You'll never be ready for the DPT.. but if you approach it with enough humility you'll be in good hands

No clue, something that was connected to the nerves in his legs getting hit/damaged? I just thought it would be worth mentioning.

 

writer, you must get some FIRE shrooms.
hopefully mine are nearly as good, but still i could do without the psychedelic seizure.

ever since i got back from that music festival three weekends ago, a small part of my leg/ankle has been kinda tingly/numb. the doctor doesn't seem too worried about it though.
i was worried that it might have something to do with the small mushroom i ate, but i doubt it. maybe vasoconstriction from smoking too much weed?

 

So I spoke to J today (who will be back on Hipforums soon, the man who died himself!) and he asked what had happened that night.

I told him he died and at first he said "Yeah, that would explain it"
Later he asked what I really think happend and I told him he actually died and he was like wtf.

The strangeness though, someone telling you that you died and came back to life a few days ago.

 

Psychedelic "seizures" are normally due to a number of psychological factors, not just dose related (though that obviously plays a role) IMO
How much weed you smoke?....vasoconstriction from pot? Seems extremely unlikely. But what do I know...you could be smoking pounds over there lol.

 

nah, i don't smoke THAT much.

but this fuckin leg thing is getting old

 

we're talking about massive overdoses involving amounts of LSD you and I both couldn't afford if we sold everything we owned and went in on it together

you cannot be ready for DPT, you can only be ready to give yourself wholly to something, this is as close as you'll get. I think you would do ok vibes you have experience with many things including DMT which is like #2 in intensity I guess.

pork I doubt it has anything at all to do with drugs, cannabis vasoconstriction only occurs during peak plasma concentration i'm sure. you were high at a fest, probably dancing stepped weird didn't notice etc, it happens. And yeah those shrooms surprised everyone, though they must had been about as potent as my second time on then when 2.5 grams had me melted to the floor swimming in white light for hours.

CS, bottomless pits of fear . . . I've seen that in my friends eyes on 100mg, the look of a frightened simple animal in the face of a tyrant demon god . . . no understanding, no hope, no refuge . . . it is so important to be ready for this sort of humility and lack of power, and so important to dose high to kill the one who has potential for fear.

 

well i need a break from smoking anyways. lately when i've been smoking this really good bud, it makes my leg numbness more noticeable.

today is the first day i haven't smoked or vaped cannabis since march

i've been nervous to try the mushrooms i have, cuz i don't really wanna trip and be worrying about my leg, even though i'm pretty sure it has nothing to do with tripping

 

I am J
well ill post in more detail later as im on my cellphone, but in J. all i remember issnorting the dpt, the vibrations, taking only a half mg subligualativan then waking upthe next day remembering nothing with a painin my leg. my guess is that my muscles seized up andgot damaged.

will elaborate when ive got a conputerto use

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So yeah basically I owe my life to Cannbisoul and I intend to get much more experience with psychadellics before diving into dpt/dmt again. Right now I'm just chillin out on 3mg xanax and 1mg sublingual ativan (the little blue pills I had that might've contributed to fucking up the dpt experience), I intend to do a lot more heavy tryptamine doses and try acid (I've done probably 10 or 20 different psychadellics, but somehow never managed to try lucy). Hopefully, microdots soon...
I'll talk more about the experience when im not oln benzoss
Still on benzos, but i basically wanted to say I was not ready for the dmt/dpt type drugs yet and I'll wait till the time is better to ever try to do either of these substances again

 

I always think it's funny when you guys that have done all these much less heard of compounds have never done LSD.
I pretty much came into maturity (at least physiologically) with LSD, and only got into RCs after taking several hundred L trips looking to expand my horizons a bit.
But you do really need to try it. As far as psychs go all around it is pretty much the best.

 

Lucy is The Queen Mother of them all to be sure.

Other psyches have there place and value in the different character inherint in the substance, but LSD is at the top of the pyramid IMHO.

 

and I am K

Do me a favor and just look at the little red light for a second...

 

:smilielol5:

 

I got some new news today -

Apparently there was not only ativan but also 3 .5mg Xanax, 2 .5mg Clonazepam and 3 .5mg sublingual Ativan. Those were split between two people, possibly not equally.

Not that it makes much of a difference, but I just thought it might be worth mentioning it.

 

oooh so it was a wide-spectrum benzo dose . . . definitely could have been the reason

 

i thought he just said he only took one half mg ativan

 

When a few hours of your life are missing I'm sure a few benzos could have slipped down sans memory of it

 

good point