socially awkward

arty: for your post count!

 

i have some social anxiety but more so in small groups with people that i don't know very well, it's the pressure of conversation that gets me worked up sometimes
but i've been doing a lot better with it lately

 

Don't you guys notice how we love solitude and we are all on here lol. Just being on hf instead of real socializing is so much more relaxing. But I would love to meet you guys anyways of course!

 

When im around people i dont know very well if i decide to continue hanging with them ill just stay quiet and just really talk to the person i am comfortable with and then just go from there and start talking to people as i become comfortable with them.

Thats how it was when me and sir click clacked like that with the group.

 

yeah, we're a bunch of loners hahaha

 

hahahha...


yesterday when i was on here after i got up sir was texting me and he was like why aren't you at brooke's and i was like 'caues im on the forums.. i dont want to go there yet i want to post.'


hahahaha.

 

Internet friends are better. I love my friends but I sometimes the idea of chasing them with a riot baton and screaming, "RUNNING MAKES IT WORSE!!", seems like a great one.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ss-cUrhDUW8&feature=related"]YouTube- EKOOSTIK HOOKAH @ ROTR 8-14-09 'LONER'


" im a loner, and imma stoner, wont you please leave me alone "

 

Yeah it's easy to get used to it, when it becomes routine, but it still sucks being around all those people. lol I don't even like being around a lot of people I know; much less, people I don't know.

 

Indeed. We're gonna be a bunch of hermits when we get older. lol

 

maybe we all have aspergers? lol

 

i definitely require social activity or i feel like shit

but i have realized more that i enjoy my own personal time and space as well...i also dont make as much art if i havent been alone for a while

 

hahah guys i love you :grouphug: i really do

i basically am a hermit these days already

 

Your post count is a direct correlation of your social anxiety

 

thanks everyone. The problem is I dont want a lot of friends just one would do. But I dont have that, the one friend I mentioned is more like an aquaintance. I dont do good with big crowds, and I have panic attacks if I am around them. But I have been trying to find someone to hang out with. I just feel like I am lonely. I tell my man, this and he doesnt get it bc he is super social, and always has a friend to hang out with. And they just dont click with me. I hate being at home alone all day except for work, and talking to my kids can not replace adult talk.

 

No wonder mine is climbing.

 

lol Me too.

Damn.....I'm fukt:tongue:

 

hmm interesting conclusion you came to. I dont post as much bc I dont have steady internet.

 

Well, I am sort of similar to this, but not always because I keep a positive outlook on things and usually overcome my panic attacks. But I will say this, at least you are with someone. All my good friends are dudes haha.

 

yeah it is good to have an lover. But he is rarely here, so I am now even more lonely than normal. hopefully soon I will find just one friend. I dont feel so bad now bc I guess I am not the only one socially awkward.