I've been doing really good wroking on my attitude but there's a few things that I can't figure out. I really don't like a lot of people. Somehow I just don't click with anyone. I don't like people who are really closed minded. I don't like people who tend to steal, cheat and lie. But a lot of people are like that. I can't talk to any of my friends with out being challeneged some way. My job, the music I listen to, my style. I always have to defend it. I don't like hanging ou t with those kind of people. I've been told that I expect people to be perfect and that's my problem. I don't think I do,I just don't like to constantly debate and argue and defend myself. Here on the forums I don't really have anyone I could call my friend. No one cares really and I don't expect strangers to, but when I see the little cliques here it makes me think- what's wrong with me? Why don't people like me? Or do I just not like people? am I wrong for not wanting to put up with people who challenge me all the time? Why can't I find 1 girl that I can trust to be a friend? In situation where theres a lot of people, I get scared and nervous. Not at concerts or festivals, but in houses, I get almost panicky. how can I kick this? I've been doing really good and I need to find a good way to change this part of my life too. Any suggestions?