So...

Was it an old ass dirty needle?

 

How do you know? It looks just like it does if you miss the vein

 

whoa, your the person i least expected to be shooting shit into your bloodstream. but meh

it doesnt look like it will look horrible, it looks like irritated skin. it might be something underneath it, feel around if it hurts your vein or the skin or the bone or w/e. also was the needle clean? was the morphine clean? if all is yes then it shouldnbt be infection, maybe a reaction. i dont know much about morph, but do YOU feel alright, as in not fluish or feverish, not feeling weak? if ur muscle hurts, it could be from sleeping on it inan uncomfortable position, i used to get neck/back/leg/ all body pains when i would wake up having slept in a fucked up position. also maybe the night before you done something, like fell or hit it. that would explain the pain, the redness could be from scraching it


wait a day or two, if not better go doctors. if it was me^ and none of those seemed right, id go 2 a doc. better safe then sorry

 

its not bad.
just looks like your skin isnt used to being prodded unprofessionally with a needle. youre alright.

 

even looks like maybe the needle may have been old. new needles feel so pretty and painless and leave no mark at all! but thats not bad..its definitely not an abscess or anything like that.

at least you got high

oh yeah..also..sorry i didnt respond again earlier but i couldnt find this fcking thread..

why did you choose to do morphine, and why intravenously? do you have a history of morphine or opiate use? do you have a history of intravenous drug use? sorry if im asking too many questions...it interests me. im not going to give you the ole run around..just asking out of curiousity.
why not use another method like snorting? you ever shot up before this?

 

Look at how far the red stretches away from the origon. We knows it's not bruised because brusies are dark in the middle and fade towards the edges.

 

Bah, I was trying to pretend this thread never existed. I'm really regretful/ embarassed about the whole thing.

The needle was clean, the morphine was clean, my arm wasn't though. Maybe that was it? Well, it wasn't layered with dirt, it just wasn't clean.
Yes, I use to fuck around with morphine a few years ago. I always shot it. Often just into my leg... Why you say? I'm a fucking idiot. Yup.

Why I did it again? Weakness. I could say stress and depression and death in the family and all that but those don't make you do shit, it all comes down to being weak and not being able to control myself and my emotions

It looks better now. It's bruised now, still red, not as tender. Thank you all for your concerns. I would really like to ignore this thread now as I am really ashamed.

 

haha you guys should see the fucking holes in my ankle that I dug scratching on morphine Sunday morning
Nasty and it hurts like a bitch haha :tongue:

 

*Edit, did'nt read her last post.

 

she said she wants to forget this thread exists so..out of respect for her..lets not post here anymore so that it goes away.

thanks.

 

That's what Boston City Hospital is for!