So what happend after...?

i think there have been alot of people on these forums that may or may not at one stage 'abused' psychedelic drugs, taking them everyweek for a period, usually resulting in a mindfuck. then learning a thing or two thro their own personall experiences, resulting in sensible psychadelic usage.
so before you say to much shit to me, i have learnt my lesson here right now.
you take acid every 2-4 weeks, thats still a hell of a lot of acid. considering the profoundness of it. im sure your giveing acid a bad name.
iv realised alot of things, and im sure theres alot of kids on this forum that prob in a way look up to you, considering you are older and have alot of experience with lsd, and giving alot of these kids the impression that its ok to take lsd every 2-4 weeks.

you gotta be carfull where lsd can take your mind, it can trick you. the only reason i had been taking so much acid in this last week and a bit, is cause of the things i have been learning, the things i have been peicing together, but how much is just crazyness, and how much of it is real? i wanted to see how far my mind would go. how far can you get? its the ultimate question? go soo far you dont come back.
i have found lsd makes you a "dreamer" unless your very carfull. you think unrealistically about alot of things in your life, in relation to job and alot of things.
these are just the things i have found in me and my fellow friends taking lsd.
once a year lsd maybe thats an ok amount i rekon. or even every 5-10 years.

 

I have only found acid spiritual at very certain times, in rainbow land, or watching any of the dead play, when it's any of the dead playing free and the dose was free and the sun is shining, and I got a tree to sit under, thats a spiritual experiance.

under any other circumstance it's pretty much a drug to me.

I find the magic mushroom, homegrown or wild picked to be the best spiritualy binding drug out there.


Peter popper the trip you described above reminds me greatly of an experiance where I in a stoned stupor mistakenly consumed about a 1/4 oz more cubies than I had meant to. so around a half oz, friend gave me a thizz pill to "cheer my trip up" cause I was totaly out of it, turned me into a maniacle fucker twisted my thoughts up insanely bad, the big mushroom dose really killed the ego caused the crazy ideas to flow rapidly and I was jabbering, other trippers, less dosed, less experianced see as good and bad in a trip is often off, when the viewed tripper becomes unable to talk because of all the random jibberish he's saying they assume a bad trip is in progress so the next logical step is to dose more chems and cheer the bad tripped out tripper up with some thizz, it kicked a little ego into the egoless void and I turned into a total lunatic, it seperated somthing in my head kinda how you go into another place, kinda like datura, where you are seeing a dream state almost but you are up and moving around in reality, but not seeing what truely goin down, just what your head cooks up.

 

no man, your wrong

i may have done a lot of LSD in my day. sometimes too much. but i never did it to get fucked up.

i am talking about why you trip.

the fact that you are not doing it for the right reasons makes it more likely that the amount of LSD you are taking will fuck you up. but i think that is kinda what you are going for anyways. when i say the 'right reasons' i am not suggesting that there is only one reason to trip - all i am saying is that tripping to get fucked up and go crazy is most definitely the wrong reason.

you think that doing as much LSD as i have would mess anyone up. that is because of how you view LSD. and you are right in one way - if you continue as you are you will most definitely loose it but it has more to do with why you are getting fucked up on acid than it does how much you are doing.

when i say that once every two weeks is safe i realize that most people after a year or two will slow down considerably and will not have done any damage. i never ran into problems with moderate use but i did when i tripped every weekend - and i was doing it for good reasons. i never did LSD to get fucked up at a party. it was always an adventure filled with discovery and self betterment.

 

so the way you look at lsd has an effect on what it does to you? hahah. good one. its a mind blowing, good fun drug.

i sometimes think that tripping is like packing months or even years worth of thought into a few hours. the people that get fucked up are the people that know too much. but its still a drug that was the key. kinda fucked up eh?

 

news flash --- LSD is subjective and your experience depends greatly on set and setting - this means that who you are, why you are tripping, what you expect and who you trip with among many other things effect the experience.


people can hear and read this over and over and still not get it. that is because as simple as it may seem it is actually very complicated.

 

no
the neuroscience is always going to be the same, lsd's chemical process isn't going to change..
rather, the way you look at lsd affects what you do to yourself.

 

i like the idea of tripping once every season. 4x a year.

 

i'd do it every day if it wasnt horrible for me, i love being a quantum machine, but i dont want to be just another intelligent mind gone to waste

everyone has their point of no return, and i dont wanna be permafried.

 

i like this.

3xi..i know all about set and setting. i was just fucking with you sheesh.

 

mmmmmmmm set setting, i remember when my dad gave me a talk on what set setting means.

 

i thought so,,, the post was more for peter popper

 

i know all about set and setting.

i feel good you know. i feel mental too. i feel good tho, and i have quite smoking which is exellent. i have had some mentally insane dreams i never have experienced anything like it before. absolutly MENTAL dreams. i mean i woke last night in a pile of sweat, the dream wasnt scary but very intense. to many details to go into, but i was surrounded by a pile of psychotic thoughts about these dreams being real. i woke again very early in the morning and thought thro it again, telling myself in a more rational state of mind how things were. i feel so mental i have butterflies in my stomach, and lots of hallucinations too. i pulled up in the drivway tonight from work, and on the lawn was a ghost of my dad, and i mean i fucking saw it. dissapeared a good 1-2 seconds later. my dad is alive. insane amounts of interal patterns being covered over carparts and things. and big objects morphing for a split seconds heaps. im not complaining, but rather documenting my personal experience. i feel good tho. im not in a frightnening state at all.

i feel good, iv quit smoking, im gonna start workin out and get a tan, get a girlfriend, go to tafe and pass and get me a job, and i dont want to take any more drugs, so if anything, it has been a blessing, has "saved my life from drugs", and added 20-30 years to my life from being a non smoker now. not to mention the deep insights about my self, im now closer to the person iv ever wanted to be, and happyer with that person.

perhaps i allways took drugs searching for a particular experience, and when i took acid and E's together, i think i found that experience. i dont have the need to take any more drugs now after that. i hope to god i dont. after that experience i never need drugs again.

so its all been very amazing, very very deep, and it does feel like im in a bit of a trip, but as long as it stays like this im happy. just the butterflies in my stomach about feeling so mental is scary.

my friends mother let us take those drugs at her house that night (and tonns of other nights) and when she came out and turned on the tv for the New years countdown, and the extent that i and everyone was fucked, and i lay there and heard her say, "look what you's have done to your brains", or somthing along those lines, plus a tonn of other things. i just cant do that any more. it all depends on the trip, and how you see things yourself.
so for anyone here who goes on about me just because of the way i saw things on acid, and tells me shit just cause they see somthing else, i say get fucked, keep tripping, and wait and peice shit together in whatever little reality you want.

i may take acid again, in a few years, fuck i could take acid again in a couple weeks, i dont know. but i dont think so.
iv had trips before that iv wanted to quit smoking and change my life around (not to this extent) and after the afterglow hi wears off you tend to fall back into old habits, we'll just see with this one. i think this is the one.

 

the fact that you use words like MENTAL and insane like it is cool to do so and the fact that although you say you are not going to do any more drugs you probably will is why some of us are worried about you.

 

caught hppd?

 

lol. gotta love hppd. visual snow. all that shit<3

 

well i still havent smoked. which is awsum. i mean im starving all the time now. comapred to never hardly eating. and its like i have this new sense now? i think its called smell, its fucking incredible. i can smell hot chicks perfume and sooo much more, i can smell cigarettes now.

 

Like whoah maaaaaan you can smell? whoa thats heavy man what a trip...

I cant remember the last time I could smell a girls perfume, or some skunky nugs.

keep it up, my brother is tring to do the same, kick it.

 

Exactly 1 day later:

I can't think of anything nice to say. So I'll say nothing at all.

 

Keep it up man. I know what you mean by your sense of smell. You should also be tasting your food now more also. Stay smoke & drug free for a while man.

 

I realized I was no longer playing with a toy but rather with a powerful tool...