So much craziness...

Lot of craziness goin on. Walked outside and noticed bright flashing lights which were cop cars up ahead down the block with a bunch of officers (coulnt see but like 6 at this point but this doesnt surprise me) and like a couple cop cars behind me in traffic waitin on tha light to change. Theres this one particular dude in front of me thats walkin weird like he's fuckd up and I intend to pass him. As i'm approaching him he looks back really suspicious at the fire engine that was comin' down tha block with sirens wailing. I dont look back cuz its normal happens every couple minutes it seems I tell him dont trip and he says I know and give me a really obvious handshake and I think "does this really look good with all these cops?". He tells me he was just released from central bookin and did 2 1/2 years. I said damn that sux the most ive done was 4 1/2 months. He askes me for a dollar and I say I got plastic, then he askes me if I could buy him something to drink and I said no. When I get to the corner i notice like 15 officers surrounding idk how many people on the ground and I say "don't trip man,...its the worst thing you can do". I cross the street and 3 or 4 people ask me for money and tell em all no. The last one I tell her wait till I get out of the store and say there wasm't any change. 2 people ask for change walkin back and the 3rd one I tell "i'm gonna tell you what ive told everyone else thats asked me for money within 2 blocks, i dont have any money"

made me kinda not wanna go back inside, but i dont wanna get death by firing squad

 

The gritty city, can't say I miss it. Sometimes but not enough to go back haha.

 

forgot to mention where i was going or hit a wrong key and got deleted...liquor store to buy a 40...also bought 4 loosies on the way back

some shit just makes you think "damn that was a lot of shit to happen in such a short span" not all bad though, the other day there was some kind of nerd fest that shit was trippy for real when I walked through it seems like ive seen it before

 

I don't mean to be rude, but what's the point? How is this interesting?
Your Firefighters are busy and your police officers are busy - that busy?
There are 'bums' in your area...
And?

 

Point is, In his area, He cant walk to the store and back without some fucking piece of shit asking for a handout.
On a good day/week, They make more than the common man that works for it and they go and buy crack with quarters, Dimes, Nickels and pennies or booze if the day didn't pan out.
Nothing like living in the gutter, Not like they cant get a job and out, But choose to bang smack and take blasts from a crack pipe and collect for free along with panhandling.
Offer to buy them a sandwich, They get offended you didn't give them drug money.

 

it is what it is but one of them straight told me he was geekin one time and I asked him how much he made a day he said between 35 and 50 dollars. seemed trippy cuz I'm STILL feeling the phenibut i took saturday...too much man keep hearing music thats not there and just a general bad feeling

 

Somebody asked me for a £1 when I was at the ATM today...

 

That's what the bastards do, If you gave him one, And the rest of the line and or just a few, He gets his drug money and is back when the with-draws hit.
They need to start rounding up the lowlifes that sit and panhandle and beg and drop them off a couple hundred miles outside of the city. That or arrest them for vagrancy and lock them up.

 

He brought some nappies. I was a little hesitant at first. It's usually booze not drugs around here. But sure enough, he did buy some. It was just a little funny talking about it one day and it happening the next. It happens from time to time around here, not that often.

 

My favorite thing is to tell these people I don't smoke... as I'm smoking a cig.

 

The way that you look at the homeless might change if you were homeless yourself. I don't think that there is anyone who could not end up homeless under the wrong circumstances.

 

i hate going downtown too

fucking welfare begging bums

 

Are you sure that you could never end up in the same position?

 

pretty sure yes

im not an alcoholic and i avoid drugs

and i work for what i have

 

I wasn't exactly 'down town'...

https://maps.google.co.uk/maps?q=hi...oid=G6E6yjC8wSy4zt7y9XveCw&cbp=12,270.08,,0,0

My area is pretty quiet.

 

i have a friend that lives within 5 miles of you

 

these are all admirable things.

however, let's say you get injured at work. or one of your current health problems gets worse. the pain in your back is so bad, you've got to take pills...lots of them. soon it gets out of control, you need more pain pills but you aren't getting enough, and even with your disablility check (assuming you can get one), it's not enough to cover the costs.

your family is sympathetic, but seeing you slide into addiction, they are unwilling to give you money. you try to explain that you need the pills for the pain, and that the prescription alone isn't enough. they are not convinced.

a number of your friends turn their backs on you right away. some stick with you for a while, but see that you are out of control. and so then...

 

then i live with the pain and work when i can


kind of like now

 

Have you. Who? Single female no kids 20-35?

 

i cant say who lol

not on a forum

you wouldnt know them anyways theyre old and rich


edit:married and over 60