Slowly Dying

Face Eater. I dont mean this in a bad way, but I was just kinda letting it be. I know you understand it in a different way than I do and I felt like we were just gonna keep going in a circle.

I mean I do agree that our way of expressing these ideas are different, but I still dont think you get in in the same way and I think is nothing anyone can explain, but something you can experience.

I'm saying this because I understand perfectly what Pavel is saying and have been since the OP. We are basically saying the same thing and I think the problem with the confusion between you is that you're holding on to human made concepts a little too much and thinking of them as reality, instead of our attempt to understand and relate to reality.

 

I dont know, the same way as we argue about anything? I guess that's part of the irony of our existence

And Im usually not telling people, you should take psychedelics. Sounds like a lie, but it's true, I swear and most likely you'll experience a lot of confusion, a whole lot, but when you come back to this. You'll be like "HA!" and that kinda covers everything

 

OH and to Zilla, Dean, Pavel and John. Youlls suck!

All this talk about beers and trips, you sucky sucky people. If you come here and I cant do any of them, I'll play games with your minds until the insanity becomes a point of no return.

I sound so evil haha, but nah, I would love for that to happen, even if I cant drink, trip. It's easy for me to connect with different wavelenghts

 

My mind is fuzzy today as well, it generally is 360 days a year. You make sense. I also feel a part of nature too. In fact, I see human civilization as something very natural and organic...it has evolved just as nature does. Ideas have built on ideas on ideas etc.

I can see an intelligence in nature as well.

Look at how an eco-system grows from its very beginnings (even look at all life on earth in its entirety), different species dominate at different times, making way for other species more suited to the environment at the time, all the while growing into a stable yet unstable body, diverse enough to adjust to external pressures. It continues to grow in this homeostatic manner until almost every fertile inch of land is occupied by living organisms, a fully developed eco-system, yet never fully developed because it is aalways changing, flowing. I think the most awesome thing is that in nature, NOTHING is wasted, everything that is used is recycled back into the system. Nature is a genius!!! I find it so fascinating :cheers2:

I hope that made sense. It was very convoluted.

I think nature's ability to "flow" is something that we should aspire to as humans.

 

It made sense

You just made me googled convoluted, new English word added to my vocabulary

 

youlls are awesome. i would love to come visit you when we head your way, and we do plan to at some point. i think we would have way too much fun - sober, drunk, tripping - whatever :cheers2:

 

And maybe youlls even get to meet the new baby

 

baby laura

edit: actually, that would definitely be a good name for the daughter of Aura. you should seriously consider it

 

I think Laura is a pretty name, but I have two cousins named Laura. John's cousin's girlfriend is also named Laura.

I just need to find something that goes with Sophia, that we both like.

 

Sophia is lovely. greek for wisdom, no? you could stick to the greek theme... are you going for something conventional or exotic or what?

 

Im just picking out names I like, dont care much about their meaning or anything.

I like many different kind of names, so I dont know. Im trying to not think about it until I find out the sex of the baby.

 

I vote to let the baby decide its name.

If I had such the choice my name would definitely be Xavier.

 

That's my cousin's name.

I got way too many cousins.

 

jeez. your cousins are taking all the awesome names.

Sophia is nice. It reminds me of Penelope Cruz in Vanilla Sky, 'The Pleasure of Sophia'

 

sounds good. i think about names every now and then but i'm in no rush right now... whatever, when you see his/her face, you will know

 

They do have a lot of cools names, the bastards

I forgot her name was Sophia there.

 

That's what I think, but I want to have an idea before that time comes.

 

heheh

i have a little freckle under my boob like she does in the movie.

dean will smother me with a pillow and i'll yell "I'M SOPHIA!"

 

^^trufax.

 

Haha, that's hilarious.

It's comforting to know that we are not the only ones who are a bit weird