I seem to think of something I need to do, intend to do it later, then forget about it completely for a few days, then remember it and intend to do it later, and so on. Do you have a flakey side?
Ughh flakey to me sounds like skin flakes falling off your dry ass skin. or, i know it as a term for being flakey, like, a shady character, devient. Not a phrase I hear someone call themselves for being inconsistent.
flakey is someone with a few cards missing in the deck I forget stuff walking from here to the kitchen..its called getting old
what you describe does sometimes happen to me. usually at work, when i get interrupted 13 times on the way from my office to the next room to do whatever it was i needed to do.
If it's something important, I try to leave myself notes or set a reminder on my phone. I have some days that are fairly easy and other days that I'm starving at 2 pm and realize I've been so busy that I forgot to stop and eat lunch.
i get paranoid of doing simple easy things, some of which need to be done. as soon as i try to commit myself to doing anything this happens. this is why i try dilligently to avoid making commitments. i'm just so determined not to flake on anything, that i avoid committing myself to anything to avoid doing so. the closest thing to making and keeping a commitment, was when i had jobs or classes, to always show up, and on time. (and this i have always done) but comitting myself to anything else, even using credit or taking out small loans, this is why i have no credit rating, with in tern keeps me from moving into a decent real appartment, or ever owning a piece of land (which i'd absolutely love for there to be someplace i could just build the kind of shelters i love imagining and do know how to build) this is my anxiety issue that has kept me from accomplishing more in life. this is why also why i don't buy stuff on line, and haven't donated my ten bux a year for gallery space on hips. why i haven't had more and better jobs more percentage of my life then i've had. it's why i'm living where i am, and what i feel like i'm kind of a prisoner of. now i'm old, just an old guy who makes 3d pictures and posts them on line, but have never taken commissions and don't offer them. not that i would refuse, other then to refuse to make promisses. i make pictures of what i'm interested in and the kind of world i'd like to live in, but completely without committments of any kind, other then i do, kind of try to produce something on average every week or so.
