should have known better

well I'm married to a woman from spain..and she's been here with me for 3 years. Our luck hasn't been great with jobs etc.. and I generally hink this country is on a decline, and i can't defend it much anymore. I think its time for me to go there, to be with her family..plus I really love it there and the thought excites me. I feel like we could start again here, but I don't know why we would. everything seems so planned out here and precicatable, what you are supposed to do etc. and even though we are not so young anymore, I think it would be best to make a new start somewhere that excites us

 

oh ok, yeah i forgot your wife is from spain. you told me once before.

that sounds incredible, i say go for it. personally, i dont want to live here either, but i haven't been to any other country than canada, and while i love our neighbors to the north i cant stand the winters...

spain always sounded nice to me.

i'd like to live in europe i think....i know i'd just be trading some american problems for some other kinds of problems, but it still somehow seems like the european continent is somehow more sane than north america....

 

I get that same feeling. i just don't want to get in a rut,and I se what happens to people who stick around here for their lives. its not horrible, but its got a predictablility that i don't want.

i also don't want to keep debatng things that I know my opinion on here, its kind of a relief for me to be in europe where they have an actual culture thats been passed down thorugh generations, its comforitng to me and allows me to think abut how i really feel without fear of someone calling me some name...they have their problems over there, but i agree, they are more sane

 

well my friend never called with the pot, but i'll get it tomorrow i'm sure. or else i'll get the money back if there was some problem. its a good friend of mine though, and she wouldnt fuck me over. anyway, i'm getting tired and am about to go to bed because i'm not waiting up any longer and i'm starting to get tired enough to sleep soon

good luck with everything, i hope it all works out so that you and your wife are both happy, whatever ends up happening.

oh and hey, i hear there's really good pot in spain