should have known better

whats up nesta, afraid to meet me?

Its not so easy to meet people here, such a driving city

 

yeah, we need to start building a subway IMMEDIATELY (as if there werent enough construction )

i know the city's not QUITE big enough to need it now, but we will soon, and with all the construction there wont even be ROOM for one eventually when we need it, and we'll be fucked.

 

I hope to be somewhere else by then..actually I'll likely be gone around the end of this year...my wife has put her foot down,and its probably for the best

 

i may end up moving with my family to the woods in indiana soon....like halfway between bloomington and indy....that would be nice, but its looking unlikely. i'm really at a loss for what i want to do now, really.

 

that sounds sucky, I'd pick here over there..although I feel your loss of what to do

 

half of me thinks i need to get away from the city for a while and live someplace pretty and quiet...the other half of me says i need to just go to a different city or stay here with my friends......but i think i'd get into too much trouble in another city....i dunno. really no clue.

 

stay here with your friends...if you look at it objectively I'm sure you will see that indiana is not a place to move to

 

pfff....ever been to bloomington? it's wonderful. plus i have a lot of family there. anyway, i'd love to live in the woods....but i dunno. i just have very limited options.

 

well I don't want to argue it, but personally I would not think that was an improvement....but do what you feel you should. I just think Indiana sucks

 

most of it does. but theres a small section of it that really is actually pretty sweet. and its not like ohio's that great, anyway.

 

well yea, I'm not arguing that...but, you can get out in the country here too, and its probably compareable to the woods of Indiana.

i just like a little diversity, and everytime I've been to Inidana I get a far more hickish white vibe than here...its me, but I would never move anywhere more rural than this,and I wouldn't be here if I wasn't raised here, i don't hate it, but its mid american enough for me

 

brown county is different from most of indiana, and bloomington is a small hippy-ish college town, whereas if you go to much of ohio in the country, say, pike county or bainbridge or other places, its way more hickly than you may think

 

believe me, I know how hicky it can get around here...I'm just saying that for me, I would rather be around an urban area at this point...but take into consideration that nowehre in this country would be exciting for me to move to besides maybe new york area..I'm jaded..if thats where you feel like you should go, by all means do it..

I lived in Athens for 5 years and I loved it, its just where I am now

 

yeah. i'd be so happy to move to seattle and get an apartment with my best friend, but the cost of living is just way too high out there.....

i think i could do denver or something, or maybe even new mexico or someplace....

i really want to take time to travel though, but that costs so much loot its rediculous....

 

I used to live in Seattle, it actually wasn't that hard.

Don't you thin that when you are young you should be around opportunity, and as corny as it may sound..diversity, if thats what you want.

you seem like that kind of guy to me.

 

yeah, but even if i move to indiana it will only be for a few years at most. but a few somolians and arabs in closed communities, and a few orthodox folks in bexley and some mexicans and a bunch of really ghetto black folks...i mean, yeah its diverse here but its not all mashed together. people still for the most part stick to their own. i'd rather be someplace where i'll always feel welcome...either less diverse or more open

 

well whatever is good for you right now is what you should do.

you are talking to someone who already went around the country and is saying what he would do now, but you are you, and where you are now...you know what's pulling you, and why. I don't fault you for whatever it may be.

 

i really just wish i had enough money to do whatever i wanted. be a professional heir or something. i wanna travel all over the globe and do all sorts of things...but have about 200 bucks in the bank and way less in my wallet....

 

haha, I'm with you on that. Sucks how you can only be in one place at a time. Its such a big deal too...we are so controlled by the current situation and location.

I'm faced with leaving the country, which doesn't bother me at the moment, but go back 10 years and i would have not wanted to leave my friends and the scene at the time.

 

faced with leaving the country? on your terms, or for reasons we should categorize as "miscellanious"?