Known her since I was 11, now I'm 20 and she's 21. And it wasn't even a problem for me until she and this guy started going out. She had less time for me and that fucked me up, then we stopped talking for months because I was depressed and she wasn't contacting me at all, then she wouldn't initiate any conversation with me, but every time I did manage to see her after several weeks or months of being pushed to the side because of her boyfriend I would fall straight back in love with her. And I just love and admire this girl so much even when it seems like she's pushing me away. And I just don't know what to do because she's so important to me but I don't feel like I can or should tell her how I feel because our friendship would just die right there and I ca't handle that. This was supposed to be a reply to another thread, but I don't know what happened. Hope this isn't too annoying lol
So it sounds like she likes men and you dont. This might cause issues in your friendship if you confront her, especially that your in love. I know Id be freaked out if my bf told me that
Yeah, theres no way I can ever imagine actually telling her. I just miss seeing her so much and I get jealous of her boyfriend because he spends every night at her place and I see her maybe once every 3 weeks? i don't want to intrude in her life, but man it sucks to have her in my life so little when I really have such a thing for her.
I think you may need to take some time off from this friendship of yours and go after available women that want to be with you.
