That's why it's pulling my emotions lol. I said to myself I did not want to start swingen around for at least 6 months and it's pretty much 6 months and I've done reeeaaaalllly well but there's two huge contributing faktors here and that's the fact this girl is 19 and she digs my style of boots, jeans flannel and my hat and I know unless I become a sugar mamma the chances of being with sweet 19yo again are slim to none unless I'm paying. Anyway I'm waiting for signals. I'm waiting for the signal that says come down and land. and I could have this totally wrong BTW but I think I'm old enough to recognise what's going on and when we talked yesterday she pretty much handed me everything on a plate and when I sat back and thought about it, I mean her eyes light up when she talks to me which was the first thing I noticed, she would go out of her way to come and see me when I saw her daily. She told me she likes country music and style while I'm wearing my flannel and hat banging away to Steve Earle and I thought things would slow down once I quit that job but she invites us out for drinks and even my wife said I have to see what's going on here and I said I do, I just don't believe it. Now she also tells me she turns 20 next month and gets her full lisence so she can "see friends". That number ruins the whole teen thing so the way I see it is, I gotta play a card real fast and either leave it all on the table or, hate myself for the rest of my life because she's now getting old.
Yeah, we talked about this before. My mom had one and she looked fierce, so I wanted one too, but then I couldn't pull it off because I don't have a good hat face.
Hmm you could probably just find the style that shits you though? I have a cattleman style but there's all sort, actually too many I took a chance and it worked hehe.
I like the rituals of catholicism. Protestants dont do such things....not that i'm a protestant anymore either, but anyways. The rosary seems like it would be very meditative and calming
Materially, situationally, an outside observer would comment things could be better. But withinside my own life I pretty good from day to day.