Ohh it probably means nothing, she just seems fascinated with me, always talking to me, always wanting to do things. She's sweet, I thought early 20s but she's told me she's 19 turning 20 next month. She's country too. Tbh I think my cowboy hat has a lot to do with it. The more we get to know each other the more we have in common. She also like cheap bourbon. Just Irm setting herself up to be heartbroken.
Oh common occurrence for me. In real life, online, doesn't matter. I open myself up to be let down. It's like a disease.
Better to just close yourself off in a cold, cold empty chamber to avoid giving anyone the power to hurt you, is what i've always said Brrrrr its cold in here
Ohhh no I can't hide it seems in my nature to seek companionship. It's all good, it might work out lol. Might not though. There's a chance, I feel a connection, I have a friend in her. I'm just weary is all. Nah not love lol.
I feel good. This last week has reminded me how incredibly good it feels to be able to do whatever I want at any time of the day. Obviously there are loads of chore type things and work on the house that needs to be done but it's not the same as having to go to actual work. This is good type of real living life work. I am mainly saying this to annoy I'minmyunderwear
Cowboy hats work on me too. And if I wear one, I notice the affect on others. They are very powerful hats.