We're all friends here, you vent as much as you want I cant stand to have things unresolved, that would give me horrible anxiety too. I'm more of a push the issue until it all blows up horribly in my face sort of person
it's just all day not just not crying, but being extra happy, smiling, joking with customers. makes me feel proud of my compartmentalising ability but also like a bomb with a lit fuse. it's okay i'm home now and yelled at the ceiling.
I believe you. You're a very nice person, Candy. I have come to that conclusion from many of your posts.
Maybe it might be of help to create a blog for venting and writing things out. I thought of that myself a few months ago. Still do sometimes.
I dunno about blogs I think they're sad in a way, they're just a reflecting reminder that nobody on the internet even cares unless you have random people who actively read it... But no one ever read any of my blogs. Then a voice inside of my head said... Who needs them we can vent to each other. And then all the other voices agreed.
Oh what do I know. Never done a blog. I love my Brother in Laws online. It makes me cry with laughter.
This made me curious if my livejournal is still around, but I just checked and it looks like it's gone..damn. it would probably be really cringeworthy to read anyways Livejournal looks weird now, I'm not even sure if it's the same site for the same function anymore
I would think that would be one of the main purposes of creating a blog. More private, less of an audience. Making it more easier to vent without worrying about troll-like replies and harsh criticism. Otherwise just vent out here or create a thread if you want feedback or a larger audience.