So 26 y/o female here. First identified as bi when I came out. Then as lesbian for a long time. Now I'm questioning myself again. I've been with a guy and two girls, but have never been with a dude sexually (other than a 10 sec handjob) Truthfully, I fantasize about fucking guys a lot. Even more than girls. Especially these last few years. I've also noticed that I can come when I watch straight porn or think about guys fucking me. I have a few dating apps and like seeing both male and female profiles. If I was more ballsy, I would definitely hook up with guys. I think I'm just worried what my friends and family will think. I mean I've pretty much straight up denied being attracted to guys for years when all I want is to be bent over and get fucked by one just right. I feel like my attraction is building and it's getting harder to deny my sexual desires. Should I just sleep with guys or do it privately or be honest? How do I not turn into a slut about it? Interesting to note though, while I don't feel as sexually attracted to women as I am men, there's almost zero emotional attraction to guys. I never think about being in a relationship with a guy (but I always think about having a gf). It's like I want to bed a man, but love a woman. Would love to just hear opinions about this too...
