I have had a long sexual attraction towards a distant relative- maybe my 3rd cousin or some where there in the relation tree. Met her just few times in my whole life cause she lives in a small town- like a village quite far away from my home city- a 2hr flight away. We aren't close to her family as such 'cause they that far away in the relation spectrum, so just the occasional rare meets a few times here & there. It was only the last time when I had visited that town early this year around Feb when things started to happen and I begun acting out. Managed to break the ice, and she knew I was into her physically, she too had a sort of crush on me which I had sensed. She is around 18, me 26. Though she was already hitched in a way with another guy; engaged to another lad (for a traditional arranged marriage), we had a brief relationship like a sweet subtle romantic kind and were having sex too. Over my 2 week trip there, we were intimate over like a 10 days period. It was just after that I thought I should move on knowing she'll be gone soon to another man, & not wanting to be in a sneaky relationship which would probably lead to no where. Just soon after leaving was her arranged marriage with that guy, like after almost 3 weeks in March. It was just recently I got to know she was carrying, close to 5months in term. I didn't know what to expect here. Left me wondering over many things. And felt a strong urge for her & to see her. I don't have any contact with her, no social media presence of her. I just don't know what should be done here, and what she must be feeling. What would be the way to deal such a situation?..
