I havent had sex in about ...10 months (i cant believe it) and all i do is masturbate almost every night. I keep looking at porn sites and downloading videos and i get really turned on...i wasnt like this before, but i long for a man so badly now, but a part of me retains me from going off and sleeping with anyone. I've had chances to sleep with guys but i feel i'm so much better than that. i mean its like i know what i'm worth, but at the same time i'm so horny that i could shag anyone but i know i deserve more...i'm not into casual things, i want to make love to someone i care about. so whats a girl to do in this situation? keep on masturbating or find some real action? lol quite a contradiction...which one? horniness or rationalisation (as in cognitive process of making something based on reason) what do i do?
Well for me there is a big difference between sex and love - so I would not see a problem with having a little sex while looking to someone to care about - but that is a comment based on my background and beliefs - so it may well not apply to you - but I wish you good luck in what ever path you walk.
The real question is not what to do. Your nickname is a very sad one. Why don't you have a relationship the type you like?
Do you have ne good male friends who are in a similar situation? I say find yourself a fuck friend situtaion with someone you already know. then it wont feel as shallow/meaningless cause you have some kind of connection there.
Friends are good for that, altho it can get complicated....focus on making your orgasms stronger,reading up on tantra & put your energies in another direction...once you stop thinking about it you will be amazed at how much better you feel & how much men will ease up around you as maybe your aura is really quite full on at the moment...just an idea...peace be sister...
just a suggestion..all this energy your channeling into masterbation, could be redirected into becomming a more loving carring person, & when you project that inner beauty...& get out & meet people..its only a matter of time & patience & you'll meet someone worthy dont worry about how long you've gone without..just look around you, some of the most incredible people have been on theyre own for years even, but the really messed up, or slutty ones dont seem to go very long at all.. but its very easy to see who is happier.. you will find what your looking for, but masterbating 24/7 doesnt leave you much time or energy to find it good luck sis hugs & remember your never truly alone as long as u got friends
