OKay I was promiscuous when I was younger.... I oddly enough enjoyed that to some extent. Don't get me wrong I had long relationships too. They always revolved around a great sex life though. So I met my husband, he was a virgin. And although I find him incredibly attractive and he was a complete gentlemen. We got married fast, about 6 months after being together. I still love him, but I have to say did he false advertise or what!! Everything I found so pleasing and unique about him turned out to be a load of shit, it was just a front, just saying shit to make a good impression. I should of known better when I came home to my apartment and he had moved in without me asking him to. I should of ended it there. But I felt bad about telling him to move out his shit and I wanted to see if it would work. Don't get me wrong, he is a good guy. A good provider and an okay dad. But everything he is , isn't what he advertised to be. Our sex life is pretty much horrible. I try so fucking hard to keep things interesting. I have tried tons of things and he loves it when I do them, but when is he gonna take over and start something. When we first got together he said he wouldn't stop til we both got our 'cookies', now I'm lucky if I see a cookie that he has provided me at all. He isn't willing to learn new techniques either, even though I have tried to explain, provided information etc.... I'm also a bit of a nympho, he doesn't realize how bad it is. And now with all this cock blocking himself, I'm starting to look at my neighbor (who is hott and a great smoking buddy) in ways I shouldn't. He won't let me have a girlfriend. He won't help me out and a vibrator only goes so freaking far. Part of me (a big part of me) wants to indulge in forbidden fruit, the other part of me seriously just wants to say fuck it all together. Then there is this part of me where my love is still there, flickering in the wind, and I don't wanna jeopardize this... mediocre life we have.