Self-Oral Experimentation & The Taste Of Sperm

*This content may not be appropriate for some homophobic or closed minded readers.*

About me:
I am a 19 year old straight male who regularly exercises through ball sports and water sports, I have only ever had female partners and never had homosexual tenancies however I like to think of myself as open to all possibilities.

After my long day of education I was slightly tense and frustrated, we had a 3 hour long presentation sequence and I was unfortunately the last person to present my course work, I let the tension get to me and pretty much ruined my presentation from being unable to relax and focus my mind.
Skipping ahead a few hours or so I start to feel the nagging sensation of needing for some form of release, after searching the internet for some interesting viewing content I fall under some form of trance where I feel as though I have no control over what my body is doing, for most males the feeling of oral masturbation can be the most intense sensation for penile stimulus and so my body instantly tried doing exactly that, I'm sure that we have all heard stories of males trying to give themselves oral pleasure and I for one was disgusted by these stories but when I had no control over it the feeling was overwhelming, almost as if I was just pleasuring myself through masturbation but with more emotion and fully being able to love myself. Often people query the taste of semen and in my case it had no taste at all (I spat it out right after) aside from the slight 'zingy' feeling on my tongue caused by either zinc or magnesium, at first the thought of the liquid was revolting being in my mouth but that changed when I thought about previous sexual partners doing the same act which I just did, my parents taught me 'Don't ask someone else to do something you wouldn't do yourself' however I don't think this is what they meant...

Looking back thinking about what I did makes me ask myself 'Why the F*** did I do that' but I cant deny that it was a pleasurable experience and I did in fact feel as though I was fully able to love myself.

The majority of readers may be thinking either I'm gay or I need to see a doctor, I see no change in what I find arousing meaning I'm not suddenly going to start watching gay porn and start homosexual relationships.

I would like to see what you think about my situation and also if you have any questions feel free to ask.

 

the only reason we all think you're gay is because you're so obsessed with pointing out that you're not gay. i've literally never heard anyone claim that there was anything gay about self-oral before today. if that's gay, then isn't giving yourself a handjob gay too?

but yeah, you brought up homosexuality way too many times for me to believe that you're not trying to convince yourself otherwise.

 

Errrr.....so a hard on?