seems like noone understands me......

i feel just like that. i know what your talking about. everybody i know dont think the way i do there not really open minded or anything. they dont question the world or think beyond reality.

 

I think a lot of people are like that, but they don't go around telling people in fear of being labeled a complete dipshit. I feel like that from time to time, and it has nothing to do with the use of drugs, because I'm clean and I have always been. Either way, something always pulls you back into reality and you feel alright again. I guess ignorance really is a bliss, huh?

 

what do you mean?

 

Realize that you owe yourself to try and lead a happy existence,always try never to cause harm to anyone.
Is it wise to allow others responsibility for your being happy or unhappy?

 

well sometimes we dont have a choice in the matter......

and if someone forces that choice on themselves....they tend to lead lonely lives.....

and i hate being lonely....though im alone alot of the time

 

i think i am an anarchist...yeah...sort of...but not really focusing on it... I just live...being not understood...

 

Heeh2 message me and I'll talk with you or even better if you have a MySpace come over there, message me and I'll give you my address and we can talk even more, as I'm on there all the time.

I understand you, your open minded and you want to understand what can't be understood.

I was talking with a guy at my work yesterday about my Step Sister's Epilepsy and he was looking at me like a nut cracker, thinking OH it's too hard, I don't understand and I could see he didn't understand so I just keep it up, to confuse him even more and it was so funny.