Searching for 'it' (while on lsd, and 'it' is undefined)

Honestly I know that; I have thought a lot of what I believe and I'm exactely sure. To put it simple, I believe that everything is subjective, and that there is no ultimate truth, just contiousnesses all with a different perception. I do not believe in ethics, moral values and good or wrong, no other then what you think is. And that has made me a very happy person, I feel as if it is a source of great personal freedom. Because nothing is ultimate I can chóose what I want.
Not that I want a discussion on this, but point is I know who I am, what I think and what I want. I think 'it' may have more to do with setting aswell; if the atmopshere isn't right, you feel that very strong on LSD, so you feel it should be changed.

I also still think it might have to do with the girl I usually trip with, as the things said apply to her a lot more and its mostly been on the trips with her, and it does seem we think the same things n the same moment on LSD so maybe I get a bit of her feelings sort of.. on me because she's nearby tripping?

 

that is deff a possibility, wheni trip with my friend pils we are always on the same page ill be climbing trees and he'll be right there with me when i trip with other people sometimes theres some friction and i et antsy like i want to leave i have to go some place. wen i trip by myself as long as i am entertained and not with ppl that arnt there with me then im fine nd content. try triping by yourself and see what happens if your cool then it might just be your partner. and if thats the case there is nothing wrong with that its just another experience. that should be enjoyed =)