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you and your 'own reasons' and your 'own path'... man i hate to break it to you, but those are cop outs, hiding from reality, i am real, you cant even handle percieiving and talking to me???

 

are you talking to me or her?

 

chuck im beginning to think your just trying to get your post count up now, lol, im talkin to her man ;P and congrats on the post, maybe youll pass me some day, like the mcdonalds commercial, hey it could happen...

 

no shit


i never said 'it's just not time for my awakening' i quoted from the book 'only some can awaken in this lifetime' and we couldve discussed it if you didnt start throwing things at me constantly, i cant read things when youre typing four words a second and sending them one right after another

 

i dont push my beliefs onto you, i dont look at what you say and say 'sorry to break it to you alex but youre wrong' why is what you say right? just because you say something doesnt make it true and apply to me

 

actually getting my post count up is the last thing on my mind, and i wish i could cut my numbers in half. i was seriously asking that question so i would know if i had to reread it to figure it out or not.


and im not trying to catch you if thats what youre thinking

 

i quote you "its just not my time" "were not on the same page"

if it was that big of a problem and you couldnt keep up, you should have told me to write completley so you could better understand, but again, i think your 'copping out'.

 

ill admit to doin it for the post count originally, but i still made my posts count, but not anymore, i was actually considering getting a new alias.

 

yeah when i say we're not on the same page i mean that we're not at the same place in our journey, i dont appreciate having discussions like that when its just one person talking about their belifs over and over constantly and the other one getting a few words in, for me personally i prefer to have a slow, calm conversation face to face, where one person says something then the other takes a turn

 

i was considering getting a new one too, but hipforums wouldnt be the same without "fractual_". im also too lazy to move my pics from one account to the other

 

as we our at different places, of the journey

it is the SAME journey, and you dont seem to be making that connection with mine at all, in fact it seems like you try to avoid it.

and becky, you can talk right back at me, nothing wrong with a heated philosophic discussion, but it really seemed like you didnt have 'beliefs' to rebuttle my 'beliefs' back.


and becky i think you know the vibe you gave me when you said 'were not on the same page' funny how things change when they go public?


but whatever, its your trip, so it isnt important, you do what you want with it. i am just trying to help,, and open your eyes essentially, help you thin through your clouds of illusion to reach to the light.

but man, the blocking thing, not cool, it really seems like your doin a lotta coppin out becky B, just an observation, could be wrong, but unlike you i am more open to things, i dont close them up and build barriers and clouds i dont allow myself to see through. i think you gotta face the music that is reality, becky B. i think, dont know, but from what i have seen from you, that is definatley a conclusion one could come to.

 

can we get back to my dislike of school

 

damn... some philosophic discussion...coppin out about coppin out, to get back to talkin about another cop out... whoa... thats trippy.

 

i think i dont

 

okay mayeb i was not paying attention,definatley the impression i got thoug... but just some advice


dont be so clingy, were dumb kids, we dont have all the answers,were far from it.. so i think it would be in our best interest to simply LISTEN, with an open and empty mind....people have wisdom, you can learn from them, be it good or bad, the truth is not always pretty, but as ram dass says

truth gets you high, and sets you free

 

gee, thanks for understanding


i need to take things slowly at this point in my life, its the way i learn, and i thank you for wanting to help but you are not and need to stop, its overwhelming

 

becky, talking, human comunication shouldnt be too fast for you... take it slow and reflect if need be, but dont close up, often times you responded RIGHT away without even thinking about what i said, immediatley dismissing it =/

i apologize though, i will get off your case, you can unblock me with no worries now.

 

yeah because its the way i think, the way i learn, it shouldnt be too fast for me? why not? because its not too fast for other people? i am me, i am my own person and not anyone else- and thats what i believe

thats alright, i think i wont. i guess i will still be closed up and building a cloud around myself in your eyes, but not in my own

 

becky the way you ignroed practically every argument on here, and highlighted something and in a sense 'talked smack' back or told me i was wrong flat out, like you claim i do, proves my point(review and refelect if you need to). these forums are perfect for your "slow learning" and yet you still ignore practically all i say. coincedence? ill have to ponder that one....

be your own person, your are still one of us, a human being, a concious being, just like the rest of us. were more alike than you think

 

im not even gonna further this anymore




back to the topic, let's all go to the first page of this thread and pick up from there