I know, without asking, exactly what he wants, and make it clear that what he sees and wants is what I so! want to give!
And as we peer so very deep, each into the other's eyes, we become same-sex lovers -- he my dominant male, I his willing mistress for life.
And oh! how I love the men who make it happen -- who keep calling, and cumming back for more; To hear the ringing of my phone, whisper, "Yes, I'm here alone ...!" and wait, without breathing, for his knock upon my door'
To meet him there (a married man!), and open my mouth wide as he lowers his hungry lips to mine, Moaning into his mouth as his fingers slip into my panties, to take possession of whatever they may find
Advent Calendar BY GJERTRUD SCHNACKENBERG Bethlehem in Germany, Glitter on the sloping roofs, Breadcrumbs on the windowsills, Candles in the Christmas trees, Hearths with pairs of empty shoes: Panels of Nativity Open paper scenes where doors Open into other scenes, Some recounted, some foretold. Blizzard-sprinkled flakes of gold Gleam from small interiors, Picture-boxes in the stars Open up like cupboard doors In a cabinet Jesus built. Southern German villagers, Peasants in the mica frost, See the comet streaming down, Heavenly faces, each alone, Faces lifted, startled, lost, As if lightning lit the town. Sitting in an upstairs window Patiently the village scholar Raises his nearsighted face, Interrupted by the star. Left and right his hands lie stricken Useless on his heavy book. When I lift the paper door In the ceiling of his study One canary-angel glimmers, Flitting in the candelabra, Peers and quizzes him: Rabbi, What are the spheres surmounted by? But his lips are motionless. Child, what are you asking for? Look, he gazes past the roofs, Gazes where the bitter North, Stretched across the empty place, Opens door by door by door. This is childhood's shrunken door. When I touch the glittering crumbs, When I cry to be admitted, No one answers, no one comes. And the tailor's needle flashes In midair with thread pulled tight, Stitching a baptismal gown. But the gown, the seventh door, Turns up an interior Hidden from the tailor's eyes: Baby presents like the boxes Angels hold on streets and stairways, Wooden soldier, wooden sword, Chocolate coins in crinkled gold, Hints of something bought and sold, Hints of murder in the stars. Baby's gown is sown with glitter Spread across the tailor's lap. Up above his painted ceiling Baby mouse's skeleton Crumbles in the mouse's trap. Leaning from the cliff of heaven, Indicating whom he weeps for, Joseph lifts his lamp above The infant like a candle-crown. Let my fingers touch the silence Where the infant's father cries. Give me entrance to the village From my childhood where the doorways Open pictures in the skies. But when all the doors are open, No one sees that I've returned. When I cry to be admitted, No one answers, no one comes. Clinging to my fingers only Pain, like glitter bits adhering, When I touch the shining crumbs.
Xmas Loneliness He was born lonely in a manger to a puzzled mum and da she said “I’m still a virgin He said “I know exactly who you are” He was born to be a loner walks the streets with stranglers for friends but he stirred up passion for a while and died lonely on a cross He had sorta laid a pattern as he wondered through the east cured a few; floored a few and called twelve for easter feast they sat and ate and laughed a while you could see their puzzled faces smile as he broke the bread and drank the wine said “they will take me, but I’m always thine?” he carried cross on bended back whipped by soldiers bemused on crack! Then they nailed him through the palms and the feet ; his outstretched arms just a few around the cross mainly women and mother engrossed Centurian to guard the nearly corpse he blessed the beggars hangin lost And then he cried out “father it is done” not my will but thine may come body laid in sacred tomb dressed by females in this room sadness fell upon them all the man they loved and challenged all and then said thy will not mine be done To the father from holy son there was gloom for three whole days the light of lights had gone not saved but then now we know what miracles are approached the tomb from afar rolled away a stone and found empty tomb Christ walked around Reported seen by his own men who stuttered and saw glory mend He had demonstrated death on cross But said Christ is risen ; through off your dross © fitzgarabaldi 2022 - merry xmas
I like it when you’re naughty, I like it when you’re nice. I like it when your kisses have That little touch of spice.
you like it off the hoof then? I met her under gaslight she was standing in the gloom I stopped said 'ya lookin cold out here' 'for tonight d'ya need a room?' she starred into my face a while and then gave just a hint of smile said 'are you soldier ; sailor ; friend?' She made me smile I said ' lets just bend'! I held out my arm the old style now she smiled again this time a bow and then slid in that arm its the connection that always has the charm! © fitz 2022
I met her under gaslight she was standing in the gloom I stopped said 'ya lookin cold out here' 'for tonight d'ya need a room?' she starred into my face a while and then gave just a hint of smile said 'are you soldier ; sailor ; friend?' She made me smile I said ' lets just bend'! I held out my arm the old style now she smiled again this time a bow and then slid in that arm its the connection that always has the charm! we climbed the stairs I let her in she murmured 'wow this looks like seventh sin?" I said yea ya gotta 'cuse the mess for dinner had no time to dress! she curtsied once said your excused now where's the powder room for muse I nodded to the door marked 'sin bin' she said well suppose I'd better read some news? tbc
The night was black the moon was white it shone with radiance so bright it hurt my eyes to look for long I almost felt It was so wrong to gaze with longing oh so pure to touch the face that is I'm sure not really there at all but just a gathering of lunar dust but dust is not the same as dirt and so its feelings can't be hurt if we compare it needlessly to golden sunshine that we see in glorious full featured colour no my friend the moon's another monochromal entity that draws the eyes of you and me we sit and wonder if we can really get a pale moontan a moonburn that will turn us white if we sit here and bathe all night so look away my palefaced friend before this poem's reached the end of words and rhymes that fill the page and fuel a preturnatural rage a silent fuming turning white the knuckles of a fist so tight that any second now it might fly out to turn your black hair white and leave you terrified and shocked to lose the colour of your locks but all of this can only be if you moongaze all night with me ---------------------------------------------------------- Full moon out there tonight I see, perhaps I'd better draw the curtains. Trouble is, I've never been much of an artist, so drawing curtains is like drawing money from the bank, alas another impossible task! Thornsy day tomorrow. Look sharp!, but sleep tight, and don't you let the moonbeams bite!
I met her under gaslight she was standing in the gloom I stopped said 'ya lookin cold out here' 'for tonight d'ya need a room?' she starred into my face a while and then gave just a hint of smile said 'are you soldier ; sailor ; friend?' She made me smile I said ' lets just bend'! I held out my arm the old style now she smiled again this time a bow and then slid in that arm its the connection that always has the charm! we climbed the stairs I let her in she murmured 'wow this looks like seventh sin?" I said yea ya gotta 'cuse the mess for dinner had no time to dress! she curtsied once said your excused now where's the powder room for muse I nodded to the door marked 'sin bin' she said well suppose I'd better read some news? I heard her moaning;groanin out loud cry I called you ok hun ; she moaned yea just getting high sometimes the needles just go blunt and then I heard her murmur c…? well it’s not me to pry I just offered rest she can take care of the rest she’s a big girl now as Da would say she hit the road so has to pay? She came out smilin ; grinning too said “wow honey in here you’ve got some zoo!” then she rolled a mean cheroot sat down and said Well honey shoot! Well I’m just some sorta steady guy don’t get too nosey askin whys then I turned on some low sweet tune she gurgled ‘now that is sweet hun – over the moon! It all went sorta quiet and moody then she made a move that screwed me came across sat on my lap and snuggled in real close – I just was zapped! She started humming to the tune asked me ‘honey tell me about the moon’ does is really spin some magic I murmured ‘ just give it time babe it gets more tragic! © fitz 3033 [fliew to the moon]