lol. i used to scare the hell outta people. my own father thought i was creepy. i shoulda been in a horror movie. a non-speaking role, of course. staring up at people, mutely sizing them up to a degree that no small child should be able to do, reading the paper over their shoulder, making myself dinner by reading the directions. oh yeah, total freak.
Hell no. i didnt have a childhood, so there's nothing to revert to. I like to think of now as my childhood. I try to have as much fun as possible. I finally get to enjoy life. I think thats one of the biggest reasons for my fear of commitment.