Repelled by another's energy

either of who? you and your roommate?
or you and I? or all of us? lol. You're confusing me.

Dude, I can't live alone...Ghosts!!!!!!

 

...all joking about ghosts aside..
That reminds me- Crone, if you're still there, recently I've had what I believe to be ghosts approach me while sleeping. Right above my face. One was a woman. Do you think they want help with something? or are trying to tell me something? I'm interested in spirits but get a bit frightened when I feel I'm in contact with them.

 

Also, if you guys were romantically involved at one time do you think the reason he is so grumpy all the time is because he's still dealing with those feelings?

 

He has always been moody. It's part of his personality, I suppose. His zodiac sign is Cancer and he seems to embrace that. I feel like my positive energy is just finally saying 'enough is enough' and I don't want to be around him anymore. I guess there must be feelings of resentment about our relationship, but I don't think that's what's causing all of his grumpiness and negative energy.
I'm thinking about how I said I feel 'weak' in my earlier post and I think maybe it's more that I feel exhausted. My spirit feels exhausted.

 

After my ex that I mentioned earlier said that horrible thing to me, I took a long break from being around him or anyone else negative. I delved into my spiritual side, I meditated, I spent long hours in silence, and when I wanted to talk I went to my oldest and most comfortable friend. Sometimes ya just gotta step back and heal yourself so you can be strong again.

 

I am striving for this. Right now, I've been meditating and writing as much as I can (but not as much as I'd like). I say as much as I can because I have two little ones I have to look after and they're very distracting..
and Thank you for suggesting 'killing with kindness.' That reminds me of the person I am and need to be and stay, as it's easy to regress from that when under stress or provoked.