remember being 15 and thinking what it would be like at 18?

*looks doubtful as to whether she will ever get the hang of suck a foreign concept*

 

Yeah, I remember when 20 year olds seemed like grown-ups to me.

At 23, I'm starting to think there's no such thing as grown-ups... life just sort of happens and you do your best to follow. I dunno.. I look at myself and I supposedly have everything a grown-up should have and yet I still feel like a little kid inside. Which is completely different to what I thought it would feel like to be 23.

 

it's strange for me to think of myself as an adult. I would've never thought when I was younger that I'd be the way I am at 25. the fact that I have friends with kids and wives and husbands spins me right out sometimes, but I definitely do not feel my age, and if someone called me an adult I would laugh, if maybe only on the inside.

 

I'll always be a kid inside.