really worth it?

where the hell am I gonna get that cactus?

 

you can google buy San pedro cactus. 24 inches at least I think is good for healing, it looks expensive on the net but I'm on an mobile Internet maybe you can find something I didn't. Peruvian torch cactus works as well and maybe you can find that for cheaper since its more potent. I have San pedro growing wild here so keep in touch.

 

EVERY!!!!! heroin user I have know has died or has gone down a very shitty path and right now are in a very bad place. A few are in prison too doing very long sentences.

 

I really want to reach into and hug the op and tyler, and all the rest that are thinking of h, or already addicted, to some of these hard drugs. Bc I was once there, I was once an druggie, an heroin addict. I use to take too many pills, shoot up heroin. and just overall kill myself each and every day. and now I am clean. I still do kratom, but it is not addictive, and totally natural. so nto the same, and I can go months without it, even years.
Everyoen has their drug of choice, whether it be chocolate cake, heroin, cigarettes, alcohol, but it is true that some of thsoe, are worse for you than others. Heroin is highly more addictive than alcohol, and cake aka any food addiction. TO me it is not worth the try, when the risk is so high of getting addicted. I am not trying to rain on anyones parade. but those 3 years of heroin addiction, and the many more years of pill addictions, ruined me, and ruined even parts of my brain. I am so glad I am clean now, and I do mostly pot, and psychedelics now, with occasional kratom. and I can tell you I have never felt more free and better in my life. On heroin , everyday was a struggle to stay alive, and it was never enough. Oding, after shooting up too many times in one day, is not the way to live. and I tried it, thinking I wont get addicted, I just want to try it, it might be good. and there I was 3 years later, almost dying trying to quit. and wondering where I went.

eh just my experience, but with the risk of addiction so dang high with heroin, it is really not worth it , imo.

 

bump.

 

Not fun business to be into. NOT WORTH IT AT ALL!

 

bump:afro:

 

did you get smacked up?

 

i posted this so long ago.

 

yes if you shoot herione it will ruin your life out of all the addicts ive known i mean i am only 22 but ive known alot of people to do dope I know of 2 who can shoot herione and keep it to like a once a month if that thing. If your wondering about sniffing it because you've been sniffing opiate pharms then i mean it wont ruin ur life ne more then those pills will actually as far as sniffing or eating opiate pharms are better then H once u feel that rush from your first shot game over man move outta ur house and go live under the bridge ahahaa

 

tyler man get over your self eating some atterall or what ever im sure your addicted but grow a pair if you hate it that bad get help its hard to admit to someone that actually matters and can help you that you have a problem but its possible you just want to get on here and ramble while your geekin wantin people to feel sorry for you i am no longer dependent but i am still an addict i love needles but i limit my use because my scars have started to fade and i dont want them to come back no sleep for 2 or 3 days boo hoo go weeks with maybe 2 or 3 days sleep if your lucky there is life after dope if you stand up and decide you want it i like the fact i dont begin everyday fixing or looking for a fix anymore but i do enjoy firing a dose a couple times a month i enjoy being high when i was your age i was headed to play division 1 college football and broke both my ankles on the same play got hooked on pain killers my dad step dad and grandpa all died in a 4 yr period my dreams were crushed and i started trying to kill the pain and the drugs for 8 yrs they worked but i decided i wanted a real life and now i have a nice home beautiful fiance and the kinda life i can be proud of but i do indulge and get fucked up at times im ramblin on crystal right now and i have to stop writing this novel but i said all that to say there is life after addiction

 

:sunny:

 

a friend I haven't seen in years stopped bye today not knowing im 30+ some days clean from a 2.5 year suboxone maintenance program. first thing he does is pull a little bags of gray pebbles, saying I got the "best dope I ever seen in 30s years". ive never touched the shit in my life. I was a hardcore oxy user. ive been craving hard lately too. first time in years im drug free. close to 2 months now. AAUUGGH!!!!
I told him im detoxing yada yada, rushed him out.
well to make a long story short, I dont think its worth it.
I couldnt believe the physical/mental shape of this dude and his woman. oh even though every bit of me wanted to snatch that shit up and go to nod town.
its just not worth it.!!!!!!!
its just not.
it isnt.
I have told myself this 500+ times today.
Its not worth it.

 

Well, you did the right thing man. Good job. If you gotta say it 1000 times a day it's worth it if it'll help you stay clean.

 

caveman i give you mad props man i dont think i could of done that. Honestly for someone to show up with some grey powder (which sounds like good h) and offer you some when you are 30 days clean from suboxone knowing that your tolerance is completely gone and to say no takes real strength. It just means you want your life more than drugs.

Good job man...

 

no

 

thanks guys!

underground its obvious you been around the block. I was thinking 1matchhead bump and byebye, while at the very same time thinking of how to get them out. The same exact time.
I want "life" back pretty bad. you can cause a lot of damage to your loved ones with a 10year run.
we live ando we learn. I hope.
good night everyone.