I have had a recurring dream that disturbs me. I am in a beautiful solarium, a big room with several plants on a sunny day. There is a bathtub in the middle of the room and I am on my knees beside the tub giving someone a bath. I think the person is usually handicapped or elderly but whatever, I am ok with it and feel peaceful as I enjoy the room's warmth and slowly soap this person. However, I am then attacked from behind by a stranger who holds my head so I can't see who he is. As I struggle, I turn to the person in the tub and to my shock, this person is enjoying my situation. I sometimes know the person in the tub but rarely the attacker.