I think everybody has and occasionally does feel that way from time to time. It's called being human. I felt that way all the time when I was active in my addictions. Having been clean & sober for over 18 years I have found that true happiness does exist. I live it nearly every day. Happiness isn't something in and of itself. Happiness is a by-product of living a life according to your faith or spiritual beliefs to the best of your ability. Only then does happiness enter into your life. I am living proof of this.
:H I have a friend on the other side. He says it's not so bad. there IS happiness here tho. you have to want it. its sometimes more comforting to be sad and think that everything is fuct. then you dont have to try, then you dont have to exert yourself, you dont have to put yourself out there, you dont have to risk losing anything or getting hurt. you dont have to experience anything. what a waste that would be. to sit at home or in school constantly thinking and complaining about how much life sux and sux. so busy complaining that you dont bother to notice when something nice does happen. dont jump my case. Ive been there too. but c'mon, you can focus on what you want. If you really enjoy being so miserable then keep on truckin, buddy, but if you are unhappy in your misery, look the fuck around. How bad is it REALLY? Do you have both arms and legs? do you have your sight? can you breathe without a tube? did you get to have a meal today? do you have a mom or dad? do you have a place to sleep? there will always be things that suk. its your choice if thats the only thing you want to think about. If that's the case, you are truly wasting your precious time. If you really dont want to feel better then why do you put it all out here in the forum?
damn man. you actually seemd kinda happy about a week ago. what happened? you just need some direction in life. you need to decide the path you want to take and go with it. religion also helps, but i have personally found all the answers to lifes questions within my own mind. theres no reason to hate life. you can just hate some people in your life. there are so many wonderfull and exiting experiences you have never even heard of yet. your still young. life is a beautiful thing not to be wasted thinking about how much it sucks, but about how much its worth. live through the only life experience you may ever have! we have no idea what else is out there beyond our lives. but i doubt its better than here. for every positive thing comes with a negative. we are a part of existance, and the oppisite of existance is a void. my soul is much better off existing than being thrown into a void. and that means going through the good times and the bad. the good times are what makes life worth living, and they wouldnt even be so good if it wasnt for the bad times. so to answer all of your questions.....no! i am happy simply being alive! and everyone who reads this should be happy they are alive and can read at all! so enjoy your life and go get laid. that will make ya happy!