I have had people give me really bad nbomes and other RC on purpose to screw with my mind, it has been a while since I have taken the real and am wondering if taking the real L will make my third eye more expanded? I do not even smoke much anymore because when I do all the bad shit that I have taken in the past couple years almost feels like it is detoxifying out of my system and it makes me very schizo as in really connected and not false readings/also I feel like I am very easy to track due to the fact that I have people trying to kill me. I want to do it, I just want opinions on how all the bad RCs I have been roofied will counteract? Have not gotten the real L in a while, never in my life had a bad time on it, in and out the system like a dream. Let me know your thoughts thanks.
NBOME hits the same receptors of the brain as LSD but in a much harder and dangerous way. So say you think you have taken a small dose of LSD but it's really NBOME. You have now taken the equivalent of a very large dose of LSD. And it's very common for NBOME to be sold as LSD. People only wanted NBOME for a year or two before they figured out what it was. LSD is the desirable drug but it's also the hard one to produce. I have seen the long term paranoia like you describe among some people who have eaten whole sheets or more of LSD. A friend of a friend tore up all the rug in her house to find the microphones the NSA was using to spy on her. There were no microphones. Personally after large doses of LSD I feel my perception is forever changed but I also feel I still have a grip on reality and I know several people like this as well. We don't think the NSA is after us but we also see the truth of things. A small percent of people will have their mental illness exacerbated by the use of any psychedelic. But these are people who were probably already going to have these issues at some point. You should be careful about future psychedelic use but if you know you have gotten normal recreational doses of LSD in the past and been fine this might be a case of too much NBOME causing an extreme trip or maybe it just happened to the NBOME that was the straw that broke the camel's back and you would be having the same problem on LSD.
Thanks for answering and yes I was given this on purpose either because people thought it was funny or they just straight up wanted to hurt my mind. To rephrase my question, it is does small rec amounts rewire the brain instead of where it was left off from the bad shit? If that makes any sense
Unfocusedanakin's response is good, I second everything that was said. I'll say that since you unknowingly got the NBOME, which probably led to some of your bad trips, you likely won't have the same reaction with LSD, with preparation and the desired drug.
I have had people do it to me on purpose, I think to expand my mind to have my thoughts be uncontrolled almost as if I can not tell a lie. The physical after effects felt like a tension on the left side of my brain that over time lessened through snapping/crunching noises which feel like almost metal was breaking and slowly trickling down into my brain stem...the duration of time of healing and my brain not being so skitzo would be about a full year or so until back to somewhat normal. These people did this to me to find information/ruin me, I consider these people to be absolute evil in the world. The first time it happened to me I felt the top of my brain at the end of the night of it literally feel like something released with a full cerebrum crack and releasing which almost feels like sand dispensing down my brain's network. I come to this forum to find anybody who could relate to me, and maybe could shed some light/info on what exactly I have been dealing with. I have known one person in my life who related to me and has had somewhat of the same done to him, he said he was in a very dark place for years. I am from chicago if that helps out.
