I recently have arranged to have a ceremony guided by a shaman that works specifically with dmt. I am an active user and I just have tried all the western type "paths for recovery". Anyway long story short, my ceremony is today at 4. I was supposed to be 72 hours minimum off all substances, eating properly, etc. I am an everyday user, and unfortunately that's all my life revolves around. I managed to pull it together and stay away from any substances, and then before I knew it, yesterday I ended up at my dealers house. This story is not short by any means so I'll just cut to the question I've had this arranged for two months. I really want to have this experience and see if anything helps or shifts my thinking. I used some methamphetamine yesterday, and a benzo to help with anxiety. Although it made my opiate withdrawal worse obviously. I know she said 72 hours, but I'm still going to make it for our scheduled appointment. Does anyone have any knowledge or advice? I don't know if it is safe to go and do now, but I'm still willing to try. Do you think if I tell my shaman she will not commit to doing my ceremony anymore and disengage ? Any type of any information at all would be amazing. Health, safety, advice, past experience ? Thanks.