Psychedelic Bump

FUCK, so am i! i was planning on doing it tonight - alone. but my friend called me on my way home and came over.

if i had done that alone, i'm pretty sure i would have dumped/broke my bong, maybe on my laptop and probably have been way more scared when i partially came out of it. it was definitely good to have someone to talk to. he said watching me do that made him sure he'd never do it again. he's the same one that tried salvia with me like 7 years ago.

but yea, salvia definitely "worked" this time. MAYBE i'll do it again someday. after i came down, i threw the rest away, but just fished it back outta the trash "just in case"

OMG, that shit is insane!!! i kinda thought people were exaggerating when they talk about salvia, but i was NOT acting. i had no control and had no idea where i was. my mind was completely taken away to a new place.

 

you can get a kilo of salvia for ~$110 and extract it yourself very easily. salvia is dirt cheap if you do that, and the quality is well worth it if you do it right. not something i enjoy doing unless I hit it when I am in the middle of fucking. than I enjoy it

 

what?!

 

The only thing I hit in the middle of fucking are nitrates.

 

I let the girly hit those I tried it once and became Mr. Floppy, it's more suited for Females and receiving homosexuals .

 

stupid question girly but are nitrates nitrous?

 

Lol you know that scene at the beginning of Fear and Loathing where they have Spiderman (Tobey Mcguire) in the back of the car and they pull over and Dr. Gonzo pulls out those two sticks out and he gives one to the attorney to sniff to calm his 'bad heart (angina pectoris)' and then he's like "Now one for the doctor" and administers one himself?


Those are nitrites...

 

I'm talking about Amyl, Butyl or Isobutyl Nitrites, like Rush.. You can buy it at the porn store or online. It's different than N02.

 

oh fuck i must try these..what's the best brand for a guy?

 

just go to a porn store and ask for poppers, like pv said rush is a popular one. They are really lame by themselves man, use it while on E or during sex are the only worthwhile uses ime. maybe on alcohol it would be alright but seems redundant.

 

They sell Rush at the local stores, there are so many kinds that its hard to say which is better. And it doesn't make a difference for a guy or girl, you just huff it before you are about to orgasm. You can't get the shit on you, suuper bad chemical burn! I out it on a rag and in a ziplock so I can open the ziplock and take a huff and close it. Less chance of getting it on you and it doesn't let it evaporate outside of the bag.

 

Yea, I only use it while having tripping sex. Not that great alone imo.

The store will know it as poppers or nitrates.

 

LOL here is my 'trip report' for poppers i did awhile back.

http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showthread.php?t=396635&f=121

 

scratch that

my mind is absolutely boggles that salvia can do that to me. let alone from only two fucking hits!

i just listened to the two songs that were playing during my trip, and i can't believe ALL that happened in less than six minutes.

i am blown away, and very grateful to be "normal" again. it certainly was a breakthrough - NOTHING like my other two times with salvia

 

ha that's good to hear, ya sometimes it leaves you so initially shocked you just don't know what to do with it except be like "Never Again" but some people kind of gather their wits about them and decide it's worth exploring more.

 

Dude... I am so relieved that I'm not the only one salvia turned into a total pussy for a while. Next few times you smoke weed might be a little rough. And I was kinda bugged out for a few days to almost a week after. There was one night a few days after my second salvia breakthrough where I was actually kinda scared of the dark when i went to bed.

So one question... did you end up doing what it wanted you to do? There was no pool with me, but rather it stretched and weaved me into this fabric when once I was fully enveloped (more terrifying and indescribably awful psychical sensation than I can imagine, I'd rather feel pain) it set off this huge chain of events... this becoming and unbecoming. Acceptance of my new reality (as I felt I was stuck here now, it felt like days or weeks went by in the 2 minutes I was 'gone') and scattered flashes of my freewill through the ether screaming, reminding me 'No! this is not right, get out!' and then I would be run through again... nonsense... pure deviance. Disintegration of everything I was and knew... just to feed the unknowable whims of some strange presence... or was it all in my head? The feeling only more terrifying than blindly stumbling into a sub-realm of known reality altogether alien and maddeningly familiar... was the though that my mind was merely going through some bland chemical reaction, which was not altogether unusual. That my mind, with the right push, was capable of creating something so alien and mysterious all on it's own... splitting it's own consciousness down the seams to be filtered and blended with any particular idea or object that my mind has perceived from any place or point in time in my life.

Um, yeah. Good night. lol

If you're still bugging in a few days get your hands on some 4acodmt. Something about that trip just felt like it cleansed and freed me from that lingering anxiety left by salvia.

 

Yeah, there is a bit of a conflict about me. One part of me KNOWS that it's terrible. And the other part is like 'yeah, but why?'

Fuck it.

 

Also Pork you may have taken it too early in the evening and I haven't had it happen every time regardless but Salvia can also cause seriously strange dreams the night of use, so something to be aware of.

 

i've got a friend who claims they're very popular in the gay drug scene in San Fransisco..he said they were "interesting" and relaxed some "important" muscles, but not a very nice high by themselves...kind of "tweaky"\


edit:
and by "key muscles" i mean the sphincter...during anal sex.

 

^^good thing you cleared that up.

there actually wasn't a pool. people were... diving was the word i chose, but it was a just a weird fractal-like "move," people flipping by, like the pages of a flipbook. it was all going in sync with the music (which sounded insanely, bizzarely distorted. it sounded more like the ABCs than the song that was playing).

but to answer you question, yes, i did want it wanted me to. or i tried at least. at one part it felt like my mom was encouraging me to do it...DIVE. no one said that word or anything, it was just understood. i had "seen" everyone else do it, so it should be easy. just do it, you're fucking up the circle!
it went around twice. it was like a game that everyone else knew how to play, but it also felt really fucking important. the first time was difficult (understatement) but maybe i was more "forced" to do it. i don't recall it as well as the 2nd. for the 2nd, i was thinking "NO this is happening again!" i couldn't believe my whole world was changing into an alternate place every instant. i protested. my thoughts were an adrenaline-fueled "WHAT THE FUCK?! no i do not have to do that!" but then i thought that i'd have to, either to get back to normal or to just try to get the hang of things here. i did my "move" and dove into the table. this is maybe when i started coming to, and might have literally dove into MY coffee table. the table i perceived myself "folding" or "diving" into was a different one.

both times around the circle i was off time. it was taking me too long, and since it had to go with the music, i felt like i had irreversibly FUCKED UP. but the 2nd time, i really didn't want to. i was screaming out against it. but then when i chose to, i was getting stuck, and i had to keep "coming up for air?" (again no water) thank god it all worked out

getting weaved into an object is kind of a good way to describe it. but for me, it was like i had to do it, but didn't know how

you did what it wanted to right? i have to go back and look at your report.

i'm still tempted to throw it out. i can't imagine wanting to feel like that again.

i hope i took it too early for "salvia dreams."
but really i feel fine. i don't think i'll be buggin for a few days. and my weed high seemed unaffected.


if i ever do it again, i might omit music.