Psychedelic Bump XXIII

i think this.. > what mm said..

I think its buzzing with the wings was just to dry off. as well the alcohol is probably more harmful to them than the substance ..
I think the mipt dust was more active cause I could actually see it gathered on the feet and I moved the pill bottle around. it did not release any defense when captured like that. last one just buzzed around and got lost. last subject stuck around the same spot for the evening.

 

Or they've been deeply enlightened and have transcended the drama of this physical reality, realising their true nature and becoming glorious beacons that are radiating the true essence of what it means to be the 3-dimensional manifestation of all that is stinkbuggeriness.

 

I usually kill them on sight. however I did hold a little feeling with them while they were tripping. Curious of them, to see them live longer than they would otherwise. hopefully they dont all flock to my house for Stinkstock..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eV_0h_OBNiM"]Arlo Guthrie WOODSTOCK 1969 - Walking Down The Line - YouTube

 

I'll chime in although I don't have extensive experience with 3-meo-pcp...

I found Mxe more sedate, and provides more mental interesting mindscapes.

3-meo-pcp I found more manic and stimulating, perhaps sligtly less intricate mindscapes and stronger confidence boosting (ego). I Had a sense of depersononalization on 3-meo-pcp, that was not uncomfortable yet it had really strong surges of disasssociative power and force.

 

I think I need to cutback on doing mxe at work, my company sent me a disabilities pamphlet.

 

ilold.

 

Still tripping 3-meo-PCP ........I've been triippppppoiiiiin

 

tripping/relationship weirdness bump. Need some advice.

man idk what to do

I started dating this really awesome girl who makes me very happy -- finally a girl who's fun and on my level and who I can trip with and have a good time. So we had a crazy weekend party and did a bunch of mush, then i worked all week and did my school shit and took care of her cuz she was in pain from a surgery, and then another weekend party, mush all day, mdma, ketamine, etc. lots of fun. Then I took a bunch of adderall and learned like a month worth of chemistry in 3 days and pulled off my tests and finished it all. And now its more mush more mush time to trip!!! and it's like holy fuck I like tripping but this every weekend tripping all weekend thing can't go on if you want to live a productive life fuck. A bunch of my friends just showed up blasting my favourite music and being super happy and picked her up with a couple oz of mushrooms in the glovebox and now I'm just sitting at home drinking feeling lonely and bored. I've got to go to sleep so I can study but its gonna suck for her to get home and come tell me how much fun all this tripping with all my friends was tomorrow evening.

Anyone ever date anyone who was on a different level of drug use than you? I figure most of you have been on the opposite end (and so have I), but like yo I love tripping but holy shit. At this point its just gonna start desiccating my marks.

What I do? I can't help but feel jealous of my girlfriend having fun tripping balls with all of my (mostly male) friends while I sit alone and play music/work/be stressed out.

What I do? We had all these great trips that gave me an awesome afterglow and made me feel good but I can't get it through to her that it doesn't just keep being good if you just push it forever. I mean she can do whatever she wants but now I feel kind of left out

man like she fucking told me she took MDMA because I was stressing her out talking about school too much. Like everything was going so well, but I'm starting to think I might be dealing with some crazy shit here. I take MDMA like a couple times a year, 3 or 4 max, and its super she'll just pop the stuff because I'm being a stress case and cramping her style or something...

Am I just taking life too seriously or something? I just wish everybody could just trip it out the laid back way. Good drugs. Good people. Keep it relieving but not desperate. Unfortunately there are not many that I have met that seem to be able to do that. Gotta be able to live the good life with the trips not just live the drug life. The drug life gets old fast.

How do you guys reconcile the tripping with the real life?

 

man why are all the smart girls fucked and all the dumb ones boring?

 

sounds like you made the right choice to me hedge....you can't be eating mushrooms every weekend for an extended period of time.

not to sound like i am putting us up on a high horse, but some people like tripping every now and then to experience different things. but some people just like getting fucked up.

what are you studying for? studying on saturday night for something on monday (if that is the case) might seem a little....over-studious to some people. maybe you could have went with your girlfriend and friends but NOT eaten mushrooms. that's probably sorta hard or puts a damper on the fun though if everyone else is eating them.

is she new to tripping? sometimes people go overboard on a new, good thing. maybe you can talk to her about that...how you'll "lose the magic" eventually.

does she live with you? some of your wording made it seem that way, but i dont' think that is true.

good luck man. i know i dont' have any amazing advice for you, but figured you could use a reply

 

naw she's not new to tripping, but she's new to tripping with the people i often trip with (who are a lot of fucking fun to trip with). She doesn't live with me technically, but I basically have been sleeping at her house for the last two weeks and now she's at mine... so it's kinda like that.

If I talk to her about it she's just like "you're telling me what to do".

She thinks its all in good fun but now I'm gonna have to talk her through her trips all week and get her head straight again. Ugh. Why is it so hard to find a drug friendly, hot, very smart girl who's also semi-responsible???

 

Chill and let things flow.. don't focus on pointing out her "flaw" with the drug thing. "Forget" about it, and your thoughts and feelings will bubble up naturally inside conversation at some point, and it won't seem as "confrontational" to her. Heart to heart shit, not heart to Her.. if that makes sense?

Point's of view need to meld seamlessly together for "persuasion" to be effective.

Honesty and empathy, coupled with the deep respect for her decision to take lots of drugs is key. Who knows what's going through her head and why she's doing what she is. We're all individually experiencing a pretty crazy story and none of us really know what's going on, so nobodies really right.. it just seems like a good idea to not get fucked up all the time.

 

well you pointed out that you'd expect most of us to have the opposite scenario: we like drugs more than our significant other.

much like we would like to be accepted for who we are...maybe you have to decide whether or not you can accept your girlfriend for who she is.

and if you talk about not tripping on mushrooms every weekend, try to stay focused on yourself. saying things like "I couldn't really eat mushrooms every weekend...that's a little too often for Me" might not sound like you're telling her what to do.

 

MXE definitely has a shorter duration, more like ketamine, where I think 3-meo-PCP is more like regular PCP. I'm still feeling that shit from Friday...somehow went thru 100mg of it since then

Dam
Now the 3-meo-PCP is some crazy shit. I played this brainwave app on my iPad and had it plugged into my PC so I merged with the iPads silicon consciousness and I think I was able to move further inter the network

 

yeah that's good advice. I'm not gonna confront her about it, but I'm just feeling kinda jealous because she's off doing what I love to do with others (I think her ex might be at that mush party too :$) while I work hard and take care of her responsibilities. I have a big test on tuesday that I am really unrprepared for and I am feeling all sorts of emotions so i can't really study; plus she convinced me to go feed her cats and take out the trash and be whipped etc. I keep trying to study but I just end up playing music and doing lines of k instead. I wish I could always play as well as I can the night before a test

On topic:

I did have some really really good trips lately. My girlfriend helped take away a lot of the anxiety I have been experiencing while tripping lately and I got to put myself out there and have some great trips!

Me and some friends rented a cottage for a few days at the beginning of spring break and did the big 3 (of course I'm tlaking acid, mush, mdma). We all got 8 balls of blow too but then everyone did like half a gram and all mutually realized that we don't really like blow that much. Fortunately the dealer is a nice guy and let us sell him all his blow back to him so we could be more psychedelics.

We set up a bunch of fibre optic lights and a big pile of mattresses and pillows by the fireplace and tripped the fuck out. We just stared at lights and made up stories about entities we had met. We invented a whole bunch of new archetypes to add to our group's collective unconscious and then I took a bunch of the purest MDMA I've seen in a while and climbed trees with a bunch of chilled out people.

Had another good mush trip last weekend and smoked cigars.

And some actual real ketamine showed up yesterday. First stuff that's not xylazine, MXE, PCP, etc that I've seen in about 6 months. Really really good stuff. Had one nice K hole and then did a few smaller doses and wobbled around with my friends.

Lots of emotions going through my head but I'm feeling pretty good

 

Bump for 2cb and k

 

Just make sure you communicate your concerns to her. If she does not want to hear what is on your mind because its messin with her buzz you may want to think long and hard about what exactly do psychedelics, tripping, relationships, and her, have to do with you, and your life, and what is important to you. Also did I read that right, she took MDMA to have a conversation with you because it was a stressful conversation about school? It sounds like a whooooole lot of drugs being taken very frequently which is going to put you both in a very strange headspace and mess around with you. If you're starting to feel that drugs are more important to her than you then there's an issue here.

 

In at least some respects she's pushing you or you're pushing yourself toward a choice: school and all that's associated with success in school or her and a ton of drugs.

 

I think the ton of drugs thing was just a little thing that happened over spring break. I mean I would do tons of drugs all the time if I had time and that's fine. She takes lighter courses than me so it's okay for her, but it's not okay for me.

It seems chill now, but I just felt shitty that she was going and tripping with a bunch of my friends and then it's my responsibility to clean up the mental mess afterwards. I cleaned it up and everything is chill now, but it's kinda shitty to go trip & have fun with people, then let out all the emotions that those trips bring out on me... I mean I can take it and I'm definitely used to dealing with trippers but sheesh. Sometimes it get's old. Anyways its over now and we're both gonna get back to focusing on reality.

I'm really looking forward to finishing the semester and taking some mescaline with my gf. The cactus truly is love incarnate and I fucking love taking mescaline with chicks. I've taken it on my own a few times and with my friends also, but taking cactus with the babes is something else man! It's a lot like the mdma experience but infinitely deeper and more pleasurable and euphoric. Also; it lasts 12 fucking hours. The cactus is the shit.

 

MXE bump