Psychedelic Bump XXII

how much you thinkin approx? and is this actual mescaline. or that ally-escaline whatever the name of the RC analogue is....

Does mescaline build up a tolerance quickly? I was under the impression it did....

(someone please chime in and correct my ignorance.)

 

I just poured some powder out , wrapped it in toilet paper and swallowed it.

around 300 mg

still coming up. Interesting feeling.

I trip tested the batch before.
ally-escaline is active in lower doses so my previous trip would have been overwhelming (200 mg eyeballed)

This shit is already pulling my head left and right.... comeup is .ugh.. very mdma like..

 

zang!

 

so anyways Im spamming here because its raining outside...

I was just thinking about life and death.

what if the true consciousness circuit of the mind only activates before death? Your experience of Life could be just your automatic robotic life flashing down in front of your eyes for final analysis....

what is the evolutionary purpose of near death experiences? Why do we experience something at the time of death?

Im really clickin on this subject.. the mesc will not give me the answers... didn't dose high enough

or did !?

 

holy shit! everything looks fantastic outside! outdoors trippin here I come!!!

 

Go forth and enjoy gendy mind bendy.

I've been considering the ally-escaping as round these parts mescaline is highly unheard of. Guess I'm just not in the happening circles like I used to be. There is like a lot of places a surge of interesting yet cut up RC. Sure u can get sone MXE fior 30 a gram. But probably 50 percent purity compares to if I got it online. Ugh end rant////

 

Bump for a hit of 25i/25c NBOMe

 

ally-escaping. I like that hehe
i want to try that one too.. maybe one day I can compare them.

I just had the most amazing time on mesc. The most amazing drug ever.

I walked outside after posting here. It was still raining a little bit but who cares I'm out and walking. The reality around me was kinda fading. I usually get anxious on other substances at this point when I'm outside. But not with mesc. I felt amazing, xtc like yet dreamy like mushrooms.
I hopped on the train and crossed borders. Denmarks Christiania here I come.
i found some strange activities around. City sounds are menacing so I listen to music nonstop. I saw some very disturbing stuff. People screaming out for help from behind their own wall of hate. Only peaking out to see the sun.

I walked into the ganja district. No shops open but one. A guy comes up to me and quickly gives me a spliff.. Smoke it. Its yours!
I gave him some coca-cola. Nice person. He told me he traveled around in the US and quickly revealed it to me that he is not gay.. So this means I either look so sexy it makes straight people question their sexuality (fit as fuck I am) or maybe the full xtc party gear that I was wearing gave off not perfectly my kinda vibes. I always get the looks when I dress up like Hunter Thompson. (huge pupils also might make them think I'm attracted.. got to be careful with trippin eye contact)

Smoked a spliff nice and slow that i have acquired from a lady. I love her with all my heart for selling me the best hash roll on the planet. Danish hash is legendary. Those joints are so nice.

So anyways I had a good day. the mesc is lovely. visuals are amazing. the sea and the clouds just look like the nervous system of the planet. Thunder firing like the neurons fire the electrons inside our brain. The planet is conscious. We are part of its body. Like the cells are part of my body.

Everything is connected. Allan Watts said the galaxy is conscious.
I put the book down right there because I could not grasp this thought before. But It is true.
The energy impulses firing left and right are just like a nervous systems cells firing left and right. Its based on the game of black and white. yes and no signals.....


ahh.. Im gonna stop thinking. Maybe I can sleep..
Peace and Blessings for everyone

 

:2thumbsup:

nice evening..
which substance was it exactly, mescaline or allyescaline?

 

mescaline

 

NBOME was pretty solid sans some minor vaso issues. It was pretty interesting, my consciousness felt like it was going through a maze at one part and it would open up to a clearing which would impart some knowledge on me and then my mind would constrict to narrow again where I'd do less pondering but be immersed in quality CEV's as I continued on through the consciousness maze to the next clearing part.

I seem to get quite a bit of mental echo or feedback on NBOME. It's as if I'm not thinking in my normal 'voice' and structure for some parts. I got the impression as if the pathways of the voice in which I think in and the process in which I process others speech were being scrambled, so often my voice would carry an echo to it or in some cases not feel like my thoughts at all, as if my voice recognition system decided to dig up some arbitrary other voice to recognize my thoughts. Made me think that this scrambling of the processing of voices with the eliciting of one's own thoughts could play a role in things like some types of schizophrenia and Multiple Personality Disorder.

 

I've tried 16mg (fumarate) before, that was an awkward ++, probably going to try ~26mg next time around. I've always heard 2C-C as being relaxing, but I don't think anything could beat 4-AcO-DMT relaxation.

 

bump for accidental PCP administration

 

the fumarate that i've tried doesn't get me to a strong trip until ~30 mg. 4aces makes me yawn a lot, and i have spent a lot of my trips on the couch...but i wouldn't exactly call it relaxing. but i think i see what you mean..

 

Heavy sustained rain resulted in a low turnout the first day of the festival. Some people that I’d camped next to at another event at the same venue set up next to me, so that was nice. The first night I took 33-35 mg MXE. Part of the time I was inside a dirt floor pavilion where the sound was set up. Basically it was 30-40 people sitting around in little groups talking, a few people dancing, and so on. Just a very nice scene, with more people showing up as I was leaving around midnight. The MXE gave a kind of psychedelic edge to my mind and functions like listening, talking, hearing music. Okay for dancing as well. I really dug it.

Next day just hanging around, with people filtering in through the day – I was socializing, reading, and whatnot. Into the afternoon more people congregating in the pavilion and on the dance floor. Artists starting to work, people giving food, things starting to elevate. I went back at the campsite and took 18-20 mg 2C-E. The friend I was camping with and I were hanging out at the campsite and other people were showing up and I started coming on so walked back to the music. But once there I was feeling pretty uncomfortable mentally and also physically in a kind of indefinable way. So I walked back to my tent and lay down confused and uncomfortable. My mind was swirling and unclear, and I was sweating, then cold. The physical discomfort faded after maybe an hour, but the trip was a little confusing and unfocused. I felt fucked up in a psychedelic way, which was not distressing, but was not a desirable state.

There were about 6 of the people I mentioned earlier camping next to us. Some had taken acid and some MDMA and they were having elevated and very positive conversations and I kind of fixated on them – to my relief. I was having to urinate a lot, which was kind of distracting. I was walking in the dark and the moon had the most amazing multicolored halo – plus there were about 6 moons superimposed on one another like a flower. Dancing in the moonlight, finally high.

Basically I probably won’t take 2C-E again for awhile. The MXE was very nice.

 

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someone once suggested to me to lay down and remain relatively still for the 2ce comeup to lessen undesirable effects. it has seemed to work alright for me in the past, i lay down and listen to music for about an hour after i dose.

if you had laid down at the start you may have eased into your trip a little more smoothly and not been as confused and uncomfortable. or maybe that's 2ce. i don't plan on taking it again for awhile either..

 

Very interesting, I'm on ~50mg MXE right now reading this, and I misread it until the very end and thought you were describing how the MXE had not done you too well . . . your description of feeling in a state not distressing but not desirable and the superimposed moons and confused and physically uncomfortable in an undefined way . . . that's exactly how I feel when MXE does me wrong. I wonder if it's possible it tampered with your 2c-e dose.

I find it's a finicky one especially with cannabis, sometimes it's heaven and sometimes it's hell, and it doesn't seem to be a mental thing, or even a set and setting thing so much, it just feels like a biochemical thing, which is weird. Sometimes the waves of whatever just crash together the wrong way and cancel out or exaggerate too much.

Anyways I'm enjoying this dose and going to step out soon for some ganj.

I guess also a big bump for the most psychedelic thing in my life of late, working with cancer patients and their caregivers and those who care for the carers and onwards. Now that is an experience in interconnectedness.