Psychedelic Bump XVII

eye doctor put them dilation shits in my eyes.. Its like tripping without the mental effect. mosrly star shapes and shit around shinny stuff, colors bright as fuck.
but a little ..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJJsoquu70o"]Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry - YouTube

 

Yes it was the fumarate, that 4-aco-dmt trip was pretty amazing!

Here is my TR on it http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showthread.php?p=7204798#post7204798

 

Wow, pretty amazing trip man, i really enjoyed the tr. One for the memory banks :sunny:

 

Im a proud papa of sextuplets.

 

congrats man :afro:

 

no way....

are you speaking literally here?

 

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FUCK THE DILATION EYEDROPS!

I used to get those all the time as a kid and it would put me off like crazy - everything was all fuzzy in my line of sight and way too bright. Then I would get sent to school and I would sit there wondering what the fuck was going on.. definitely none of the euphoria of tripping

 

lol, no.. I got some seedling SP.. They are all about the size of a bic lighter.
and I got 2 foot sections for funzies.. :2thumbsup:

 

it was a lot of fun in the sun, but cant see shit..

 

Niiiiice, I have some SP, PT and Peyote but they are all babies. The SP and PT were planted in the fall so they are about a quarter inch, and the Peyote are 1 year and about a little bigger than a chickpea! :sunny:

 

:smilielol5::smilielol5::smilielol5:

 

Thanks for sharing your TR gb sounded like a real valuable one, congrats :2thumbsup:

 

I liked the trip report GB.

It was quite narrative, though. Care to add any comments on headspace/realizations? (Maybe that's just me being greedy, but that is my favorite part of trip reports). The interaction with the interior entities sounds interesting! Did you have any thoughts about life/reality that you would deem worth sharing?

 

Thanks for the compliments Felix, Shivaya, Raga!

This part really struck me as a deep realization...

The way I heard those voices, they changed in pitch frequently and I interpretted various emotions with different pitches, eventhough I couldn't really make out any words. It made me contemplate how automatic we are in responses to individuals based alot on our perceived pitch we hear delivered from an individual rather than what is being said. I would think that gets reinforced over time as well.

I had several other personal realizations, some I just want to keep to myself and some I feel my sober consciouness either wants to suppress or I'm just in a day after mindset looking to relax and not delve too deep at the moment. I'm not very good at articulating some of the overreaching nature of reality/metaphysical concepts I explore on psychedelics and I'm not very good with math either but I experienced tons of transforming geometrical planes, some of which I described and I felt I was glimpsing some deeper process to workings of the universe in that, yet I don't really have any deeper analysis to it beyond acknowleding that I experientially perceived them.

 

Thing about LSD vs. 25I-NBOMe is the former is a partial agonist at the 5HT2A receptor binding site, the latter a full one there; I've actually done 10-15mg, maybe more on several accounts last year and always found it pleasant. When the 25I-NVOMe kicked into full gear I was rising to my peak from everything else and that certainly put it over the top...it was a deeply personal trip, although menacing until I'd begun coming down post-seizure. All in all I did really get a bang of a trip, a fitting way to close the books on this chapter of my life for an indefinite time span. And that ain't no joke. I really am taking a nice long break and putting the genie back in the lamp. I may still toke on DMT or sniff blow or ketamine here and there though unlikely...it's surreal to go from, well me then cruising at 75mph over the limit for about 21 years to now craving nothing more than weed for a nice buzz with a few microbrews as my only means of chillin' where just two weeks ago I was gung ho about getting lit up like a forest fire all the freaking time. Other than that, all I forecast in my immediate future is taking my prescriptions as prescribed.

That ought to put things in a wider perspective that I've been at the drug game since porkstock was still in dipers and CFS was just being born. Some of you may think this a shill or insincere but it's really quite honest. I've had good times and bad times, and my fair share of in between but every so often I back off when shit like impulse control becomes an issue, I'm far from suicidal, and in spite of the disadvantages of being crippled for life, in spite of knowing once this hurdle with my scripts will end and temptation will always be afoot I've got resolve and truly am taking a leap back from this juncture for a spell.
I will still weigh in on the psybump threads and enjoy the wry, glib, and smarmy exchanges with the likes of wisecracking dudes like writer and porkstock though. This is an awesome community, and frankly I have to give y'all partial credit for where I've landed with this 180° turnabout decision of mine. I'm honored to have friends as concerned about me as you guys :love:

 

That cosmo is a sweet talker!

I think I've heard that tune before!

Good for you man, I hope you mean it this time, and wish you luck in sticking to it!

 

^I completely relate to this. It's hard to be really honest or accurate about some of that heavy trip-stuff. I often find myself in the "oh I wish I hadn't thought of that" or "gee I hope that wasn't really true..." place, my brain definitely doesn't want to think about it sober.

 

This sweet talker related to this sentiment a great deal. That trip of a lifetime was entirely one of a completely personal nature, but try as I might to have put the lessons learned on ice until ready to examine them has proven futile lol, so my mind has been forcing me to confront the issues raised in inner space that night, oy vey!

 

Hey CFS, being Scottish and all, are you a Belle & Sebastian fan? If so what are your favorite albums? I'm partial to 'Lazy Line Painter Jane' & 'The Boy with the Arab Strap'. And porkstock did I ever mention that I grew up in Boise so actually used to drop acid with Doug from BTS and the rest of their gang including the Caustic Resin crew, back from before BTS put out 'There's Nothing Wrong with Love', that was during my teenage years...great times

 

Bummer. The Shpongletron show here was quite peaceful, except for the break between EOTO and Simon, some folk were quite blown away, including myself. I think folk calmed down after the aural assult and Simion's set was pure musical lovelyness. I think I'll skip if he comes to town this year, unless someone good warms up the speakers.

Probably good advice. I'd like to see an IM show... That Twisted Records set at Glade caught my eye exactly for the synergy you mentioned. UK is an expensive trip tho... Maybe Burning Man later this year will substitute well.

So again, what's hallucination and what's an unfiltered/different filtered view of reality?

Bump for getting taken to see a Blues Brothers tribute. As much as I place those guys and the movie on the sacrilegious "dont touch" list alongside the Beatles and Jimi, this was actually a fairly fun show, talented folk (even though they'll never be Jake and Elwood) and the music was pretty tight. One girl gave Aretha Franklin a run for her money singing "Think", and the overall production was pretty damn good.
But no one will ever recreate that magic.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9GqzKxYf9I"]The Blues Brothers Tribute Musical Promo - YouTube

And then, the real deal circa 1978

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZzP0GCILr7c"]Blues Brothers - Hey Bartender - YouTube