Psychedelic Bump XVII

Yeh i loved it when i was younger, from about 15-19 yrs old :sunny: Good times...

Of course not man. It's a long complicated road i went down before i ended up on heroin, i didn't just decide one day i'd start hanging round with junkies and start using. After being burnt out from mdma, speed etc etc I developed crippling anxiety and hit the drink pretty hard. This got me into all kinds of shit and i had to quit working, i then ended up homeless for a good few years, this is where i got aqainted with heroin users and eventually heroin itself regrettably. In breif this is my story so far lol

Now i'm out of the homeless scene and have my own flat but old habbits die hard. My referal to addiction services was in a week ago today, i'm intending on starting treatment soon (subutex) I'm actually feeling pretty positive about my situation now

 

good for you man
i know its hard but you can do it! youve gotten so far already, try not to fall back into negative patterns

 

Ahh ok, I explored MDMA for the first time at 19. I'm glad I waited a bit, I got it offered when I was younger, and I definitely could've seen myself being more reckless with it.

 

My biggest regret in life is starting drugs at such a young age, so yeh i'm glad you waited a bit too lol, Like you say about recklessness, i was a complete reckless twat with drugs when i was younger and it has ingrained behaviours in me that are gonna take a while to reverse.

 

I was wondering how you were coming along Scott. Hang in there!

I was 19 when I tried ecstasy too. I loved it cause I'm naturally a shy person and it opened me up so much. I tried it once and it was cool. Then I found this club soon after and rolled two weekends in a row there. I saw Rusko play and popped four tabs that night but after that I just was never around clubs anymore and my friend stopped doing it so I haven't touched it since.
I actually have some molly that I've had for a couple months now but haven't ever been enticed to do it. Tabs scare the shit out of me now, I'll never take one of those again.

 

popularity, sounds like you should stop taking 4FA all together. the only mention of it you make is how you regrettably dosed some, and that it doesn't feel healthy. so stop! (get better weed or a new way to smoke it?)

 

I do need to put it away. I bought it because I like to use it for school projects and it is cheaper than buying adderall, but really I am a good student and don't need it too much. It's pretty fun recreationally, but yeah I'm tripped up on the toxicity.
I can't see myself just throwing away but I'll definitely aim for longer periods and not redose.

As for weed I got some good bud with purple in it grounded really finely.
I almost always vape out of my Magic Flight Launch Box. I love vapor.

 

Man, MXE is very unfriendly whenever you are really stressed out. Lately every time I do a high dose my 'trip' involves death and really fucked up morbid depressing hopeless shit. Time to take a break from it. Last two times I did it I 'died' and felt like I was stuck in limbo and I become convinced that I am stuck that way or when I actually die that is how it's gonna be. Really fucked up shit.

 

MXE is fucking weird. Period.

I start the P90x today lol. I'm a scrawny motherfucker. The results should be interesting.

 

pop, the MFLB is nice (i've only tried it once or twice), but maybe you should save up for an arizer extreme? they are like $180 on amazon i think. you can fill a bag or use a whip

it's sorta like the difference between a bowl (MFLM) and a steamroller or something (arizer)

 

I found it for under $150 on ebay but the thing I like about MFLB is how its portable and discreet.

 

u can get huge tokes of vapor from the arizer. i agree it may not be great for living with authority figures to have a chunky vaporizer on display in your room

 

You want to hear something funny? I moved in with a cop and his wife at the beginning of January.

I miss being alone in my apartment.

 

you are fearless

 

ur buddy's parents' right?

 

no, I was living with my friend and his mom from early october to late december.

now it's with my mom's friends. it's pretty chill though.

 

Ah, the roommate factor...
I rent from an older couple. They're totally liberal and chill, but they do have two kids and the one time I ever smoked pot on the porch (not thinking there was anything wrong with that) they asked me to please not smoke at the house anymore.

Now I'm housesitting and have an empty place to myself more often than not. When I am home and want to toke, I'll just drive down the street a ways and toke up in another aprt of the neighborhood in my car, then go home and just go straight into my room; works fine.

Bump for tomorrow; no psych's but I am planning a mind-trip day with just weed. Got the day off, gonna smoke first thing in the morning (morning smoking is not a usual for me) and I've got some stuff lined up that I want to watch/listen to, particularly excited for this Indian Music documentary I'm going to watch.

 

See that's when the mflb comes in handy! It's perfect. You don't have to drive down the street to use it.

Tomorrow sounds like a good day for you. I have to wake up at 6 for school and won't be home until 9pm.

 

'night guys

 

Whoa dude that sucks! Actually every other day this week is like that for me: Job #1 7:30am-5:30pm Job #2 6pm-9pm. Tomorrow I actually still have to work Job #2, but I think I'll have time for a morning/afternoon of blazy bliss, and be sober in time to go to work in the evening.